Pugs and Knits

Dining in

2011-08-19T18:01:00.000-07:00

If you keep up on my blog, you already know how obsessed with good food I am. Since I went gluten free almost 2 years ago, finding and making some of my favorite foods has been a challenge, but has not held me back. Today was a nice day, and I didn't have much planned after my acupuncture appointment. I spent some time down on 4th street having lunch, looking in shops, and resisting the clip board people. (people with clipboards, want you to donate money or petition.... HATE.) I ended up in one of my favorite Italian specialty food/deli/bakery shops: The Pasta Shop I ended up buying some beautiful prosciutto. I was looking at the pasta and felt sad that I couldnt just buy fresh pasta. Then I saw it.... WHAT!!!??? Yes, my friends, they actually make fresh gluten free pasta. I also bought some almond cookies that are also gluten free. So, I knew dinner was going to be fabulous.

I picked up some heirloom tomatoes, sweet onions, Parmesan cheese, and cantaloupe on the way home. So excited to cook.

I ended up roasting the tomatoes, onions, garlic, and olive oil until oh so tender. Then, I made an alfredo sauce with butter, olive oil, half and half, and cheese (shhh.... this part isnt low cal..). I put the veggies in the food processor with chopped basil. (smells so good) Then, I pour the red veggie mix into the alfredo sauce and cooked with a splash of white wine. I also crisped some prosciutto to put on top. Also, our favorite tuscon melon with prosciutto.

I told you, I refuse to let gluten get in the way of eating like this every now and then. ahhhh!

Family reunion time

2011-07-21T17:56:00.000-07:00

Hey friends and family! I get on my blog the other day and saw I have finally hit 5000 views!!!! I thought, "ok, I need to post again", so here we are.

Here we are in July and in some ways time is in slow motion, and in other ways, it seems to be going so fast. One exciting thing that happened this month is this big family reunion we had for my dad's 60th bday. It has been a while since we have all been together, and it was so wonderful to have all the siblings all together. All grown up.

We all went to Tilden park and had a BBQ/picnic for my dad. It was wonderful. Here are some pictures!

This is my dad RIGHT before he realized Matt was standing next to him. It was a WONDERFUL surprise!"WHAT!!!?"Adam playing "patty cake" with Mia. Priceless....

Then, all week I got to see my brother and his adorable family, Vanessa, Mattie, Jacob, and Mia. We went to Roaring camp and rode the train through the redwoods.

We went to the boardwalk and rode roller coasters!Matt's family on the ride together!!

Overall, it was a week full of fun, laughs, and family. We need to do this more often.

Now, my house is so quiet...filled with sounds of pugs snoring and people's court and price is right.... But thats ok with me too. I am thankful for my family. They are each so special and amazing in their own way. I am thankful for my husband, who continues to fill my life with laughter and happiness.

Happy 5000 views to me! Keep reading! (and commenting!)

Spring

2011-04-26T16:32:00.000-07:00

Hello friends and family!

Lately I have really become obsessed with plants. I am proud that I have somehow managed to keep someplants alive for a year and a half. (record!) My thumb is as far away from the color green as humanly possible. Lately though, my thumb is telling me it wants to change. As you guys know, I started my veggies from seeds during my 30 day challenge. Well, yesterday was "graduation day", where I took them and put them in bigger pots, and took them on a field trip to the outside. I have 4 beautiful pea plants, 2 gorgeous zucchini plants, and some onions, lettuce, and tomatoes (still have some growing to do.) These are the peas.

Adorable?

Its funny how attached i feel to them. I am so proud I grew these all myself from seed. Im sad to send them outside now where there are scary things like bugs! But, I know they need room to grow, and more sun than I can provide inside. Sniff sniff. Its like my child moving away to college... hahahaha (pathetic?)

So, in effort to try and make a happy permanent home for these babies, I have been cleaning out the mess that is the back yard. Oh man, how the plants took over out there, and its like my nightmare. I got an estimate from a company to clean it up, and NO THANKS 1,400 dollars to weed my back yard. BS. SO, I am trying to do it and I am becoming so overwhelmed. I work and work till my hands hurt and I cant bend over, and it STILL is a mess! This is the "pile" AFTER 7 yard waste bags full.....

Im trying to take it one thing at a time, but gee wiz. I think this season my veggies will be planted in pots back there. I wont give up, I filled 10 LARGE yard waste bags, and 2 trashcans- today. By myself ... (pride sniff...) I know tomorrow I will be hurting, but what can you do?

Part of my job today was to take this huge pile of weeds that my KIND brother pulled for me, and bag them. The problem is I HATE BUGS. So, here I am, raking these weeds from this huge pile and all these bugs are jumping out. I SWEAR I saw a worm (thought it was a snake) that was 9 INCHES long. (Scream) I also hate spiders, weird beetles, and anything creepy looking. I have to pump myself up (I am strong, I am strong..) just to bend over to pick up this stuff. I swear if there was someone hiding in the bushes video taping me, they would post a viral video named: "crazy lady afraid of weeds".

Anyways, I enjoyed the sunshine, and just cant wait till it is cleaned up back there so I can plant things and enjoy it out there. Meanwhile... where is the Tylenol? Enjoy the picts of the pretty parts of the yard.

Time with family

2011-04-18T13:43:00.001-07:00

Hello friends and blog followers. I have been really missing blogging daily, so I thought I would write a new entry today. What have I been up to? Well, pretty much the same thing, but last week was wonderful because I got to spend so much time with my family!! My parents came over from Utah with my younger brother, John. I grandparents came up from New Mexico (?), my aunt and uncle from Colorado, and other members who live in Ca, came from here there and everywhere to the bay area to celebrate my grandpa's 80th birthday!This is a pict of all the "ladies" at the party. I dont have one with everyone.....

I had such a wonderful time visiting with my parents while they stayed here for a few nights. They brought their pugs, Nick and Jack too. We mostly just hung out and visited, but we also went out to eat and went on walks. We took all FOUR pugs to the big dog park, and I was so proud of Mango for not killing anyone. ;) She proved to be a happy dog park lover (Also, salami helps.) This is an old picture of all four pugs!

My mom and I got our toes done, went shopping, and lunch! I wish I had more days like that! I love her so much, and just love spending time with her. Adam also loves her- hes always teasing and joking with her! My dad and I got to go out and walk around 4th street. I took him to the stained glass shop, which he LOVED!

My brother I spent the most time with, and I just really miss him. Hes so interesting and different, which I like. He also did some work in the yard, took the trash out, and cleaned my kitchen after dinner. I called him my "man servant". I paid him in burritos. hahaha

Now that they are gone, my house is so quiet. I can only hear 2 pugs snoring. I look forward to their next visit!

The birthday party went well. I was in charge of decorating, (my mom helped too!) which went really well! I think my grandpa really enjoyed seeing us all. We sat around telling jokes and memories involving him. Funny! I decorated tables with blown up pictures of him and his kids! I also made a picture poster for everyone to sign.

Today- Im off to the dentist, dinner with Rachel, and the last meditation class. Im down 6.2 pounds, (total of 29 since i went gluten free) and feeling pretty good.

Day 30!!!

2011-04-02T19:35:00.000-07:00

Holy cow, I made it! 30 days ago I was in a pretty bad place. Emotionally and mentally I was really struggling. I started this challenge as a way for me to try and focus on the good stuff in life, and I really feel like in the past 30 days I have really grown and changed. In forcing myself to do something interesting everyday, or at least think about something interesting everyday, I actually feel happier. Now, I know my life problems aren't "fixed", and I am still going to have good and bad days, but I know I can get through it.

I have so many wonderful things in my life. Sometimes its hard to look on the good side when the "bad" stuff seems to take over in my heart. I think everyone will agree with me on this one. I have really enjoyed exploring what I already have, and new things that I can be grateful for. My family, my amazing husband, my friends, my pugs, my life, music, nature, knitting, crafts, walking, peace, and food are just things I can always look to for happiness.

Thank you all for reading my blog for the past 30 days. I promise I wont disappear, but blogging everyday is actually pretty hard!!! Spring is here and I have this wonderful life to live!!!!

My seeds have grown (some of them!), and so have I. Hugs to you all!

Day 29

2011-03-31T22:06:00.000-07:00

Keeping it short and light tonight.

Today was just an average day, and since I have pretty much used most of the obvious things to write about the past 28 days, I had to dig deep. I looked for something, any small little thing that made me smile today.....

I get home and look out the windows and see the amazing lights of the city. At night the lights twinkle, kind of like they are moving, or like they are a giant Christmas tree. I absolutely LOVE where I live. We are so blessed to live here, where everyday I can look out my window and see the ocean, and the amazing city of San Francisco, and the golden gate. I am in awe of the beauty, and at night these twinkling lights are calming. Also, the house next door still has its Christmas tree up, and still turns on their lights EVERY NIGHT. Adam and I chuckle, and make little bets when we think this tree is coming down, but, here we are, almost APRIL, and I can look outside and see this.....

Goodnight.

Day 27-28

2011-03-30T16:39:00.001-07:00

Ok, I am behind a day here, so I am going to say two things that make me happy!

One: I briefly explained on facebook about this, but left some details out. I went to Home Depot to get some dirt. I had 4 huge bags in my cart, and the stupid wheel broke. I was struggling to push this broken cart to my car when an employee saw me and ran over to help. He was so nice. He told me "You cant always be superwoman, sometimes you need help". What wise and wonderful words from this young man. I was brought almost to tears thinking about him on the way home- How NICE he was, and he didnt need to be. How many people do I come in contact with that I am that nice? I was so happy about it, i called his supervisor and told him.

My friend Tabitha is right. She said today : People are so quick to share when something pissed them off, even something minor, but few share when something pleases them.. especially when it is minor. Very true. I spread the kindness, and in turn, i felt GOOD inside. So, go spread some kindness! I would love to hear what you did!

OK, number 2: I am thankful for.... SPRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow! Spring is here and I feel GREAT about it! The sun is out, the air is warm, and I spend every chance I could out in it today. I planted plants, I pulled weeds, I transplanted plants. How wonderful it feels! This past Winter was so dark for me, and now I feel a new breeze of fresh life, and feel so alive! There is still more to do in the yard, but- here are some picts of some happy plants that made my home their home today. Enjoy- and Go outside!! (except for my special friends who still live in the cold... im so sorry..)

Day 26

2011-03-29T14:43:00.000-07:00

Ill post day 26 (yesterday) now, and today's later tonight.Almost done!!! And, Mango is a little upset that her post only got TWO comments..... So, keep the comments coming! For Mango's sake. ;)

Day 26: The seahorse

Yesterday started out rough. ROUGH. By noon I had already gotten myself so upset and thrown a tantrum or two. "Why cant I be this way" "Why cant I be that way" "Why isnt anything going the way I WANT". Well. I think we all have days like this, no? I was just so worked up about things in life I can not control. It gets so frustrating sometimes to want something so bad, and have no control whatsoever over it being that way.

I decided to stop throwing a pity party for one, and do something that will soothe me. So, I turned to knitting. No only knitting, but knitting a special gift for someone.

Theres something healing about giving isnt there? I can not post pictures because her surprise will be ruined ( I know your all wanting it to be you....) But, its very special, and I cant wait for her to get it. Amazing how that helped me. Then, Monday night is meditation night! I was getting dressed and saw a necklace in my drawer that my mom made for me. I beautiful seahorse. I put it on. Again, a gift given, happiness.

So, at meditation night the leader was talking about various Buddhist beliefs, which are found in many religions, which I found to be very true. (lets not turn this into a religious debate ya'll)
Point 1: Life is constantly changing.
Point 2: There is suffering in life. Well, duh. I have suffering in my life too.
Point 3: The cause of this suffering is our "attachment". Which, in listening to his talk, basically I got that we grasp so hard to the way we think our life SHOULD be, and suffer because... we cant control it. Thats life.

Thats exactly what I have been struggling with lately. I struggle because I see parts of my life "not fitting" with how I think things should be. I "suffer" (throw tantrums) because I cant just accept life for what it is, constantly changing and unpredictable.

Interestingly enough, I remembered being in a native American gift shop the other day, and I was reminded that many ancient cultures attributed special meanings to animals. I remember that I saw a seahorse in there. I got home last night and looked up the special meaning of the seahorse. This is what I found: They are known to be a symbol of patience and contentment. "Being content to be who they are". They are also known to be stubborn. In turbulent water they are known to wrap their tails on something to hold on. This is said to be a reminder to: be persistent in our goals, but be mindful that we are not too inflexible or stubborn in our achieving them.

May I be like this seahorse. Content with my life now, but persistent and mindful in reaching my goals....

Day 25

2011-03-27T21:36:00.001-07:00

Day 25

Adam has been nervous that I would get through all 30 days and not have a Mango day... SO here it is.

Mango was born August 15, 2002, two days before we got married. She was born in Placerville Ca. It was a few months after we got married that I felt the itch to have our family grow again- We knew we eventually wanted 2 pugs, but I think Adam thought that we should wait... BUT... I was looking around online and found a breeder. I knew we wanted a black girl this time so I had to call around. It wasnt as easy as it sounds. Black pugs are harder to find.

Adam came home from work and I said that we should "just go see this pug"... We took Lucy, and drove up. We were told that she had 2 black girls. One was 6 weeks, and the other was 10. We showed up and she had both pugs out for us. When Lucy walked in, the older pug ran up and started smelling and jumping on her! I was more into the 6 week one at first, just because it was so small. Once I held Mango though (she was the 10 week one) I fell in love. I had to have her! Eventually I convinced Adam, and we took her home.

We met her mom, who was black, and super crazy looking. Her dad was VERY friendly, and now we see she got a little from both parents! She was a calm puppy. She was never really into playing with toys or chewing on things like lucy was, BUT she was very into Lucy. Lucy on the other hand, was very... put out. Now, they love each other of course, but Lucy enjoyed being an only child too.

We discovered after about a year that she has a thyroid disorder, and some anxiety issues. We treat them with medication, and just like people, all dogs are just different. I couldnt imagine loving another pug as much as Lucy, but I do, we do. She has such a strong, sweet, sensitive, personality. Sometimes she can be difficult, and crazy, but that is just one part of her amazing personality. She is SO full of love!

Every morning we wake up to what we call the "mango show". This is when she decides its time to wake up and really turns up the cute for us. She rolls around, climbs on our chest, licks our ears and snuggles in our necks. Its the cutest thing ever! We cant help but to wake up with a smile. She loves going on walks, eating, and laying on our laps! She is going to be 9 this year, and shes still our little black baby pug who has stole our hearts forever.

Day 24

2011-03-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

Day 24- New Craft Day!

I have always seen these pictures of needle felted animals, and loved them. I thought they would be crazy hard, so I never tried. SO I watched some youtube videos, made some purchases, borrowed some items... and BAM. I have little birds. These made me so happy today. I need to figure out how to make little wire feet for them, but that will be another day. Also, in these pictures they look very "hairy" so I think I will give them a trim. In person you dont notice.
Enjoy! I made these out of pre-spun wool named "roving". I used little tiny needles to poke at it until I sculpted these shapes.

Cute huh!?

Day 23

2011-03-25T22:35:00.000-07:00

One more week to go!

Today's post will be short because I am very tired. Tonight I am thankful for date nights! Ive had the same companion on these dates for the past almost 13 years now, and they never get old. I look forward to every single one of them! Our first date was so long ago, that neither of us really remember what we did. I know the first place we went together was Denny's. The first movie we saw together was The Truman Show. We first held hands on the Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk. Our first kiss was on my parents couch (I'm sure you love hearing that mom and dad!) But every date since then has been wonderful because we just have so much fun together. We always find something to laugh at. Our first time at Dennys we laughed at the weird drunk people making fools of themselves. We also both commented about how a certain parking garage was... likely to be the setting for multiple sexual assaults.

Tonight we laughed at the crazy ladies sitting next to us in the theatre were like "drunk secretaries". We also laughed when a teen thought Adam was his dad (who was CLEARLY not... when we saw what his dad really looked like...) We are always laughing and enjoying each other.
Whether its a weekend in Vegas, a ride on the SF cable cars, a movie, dinner, trips to shows, museums, the beach, a walk in the park, or a night watching the Daily Show with the pugs, I love every date with my husband, because I just love my husband!!! I look forward to thousands and thousands more with him!

Day 22

2011-03-24T21:12:00.000-07:00

Day 22

Today I woke up to a super rainy day. Rain was everywhere, and flooding was happening all over the bay area. It was cold, dreary, and unpleasant. I went to acupuncture. I stepped in a puddle on the way. I came home, lit a fire, brewed some hot tea, and enjoyed my peace. Oh how I love my peace. The rain hitting the windows, a pug on my lap, a hot fire. I also did some meditation, and 40 minutes of Yoga. I truly enjoyed my peace today.

Heres a picture of Lucy, also enjoying her peace.

What gives you peace?

Day 20-21

2011-03-23T16:40:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I know I am a slacker, but Im going to say two things today!

Yesterday I went on a long walk at Pt. Isabel state park. It wasn't raining, so I wanted to get some exercise in before the rain started again (which, it did) So, I went to the park, got a nice hot cappuccino, and walked. I have been trying to be "present" and "mindful" in my activities (thanks to my meditation classes) and I just really enjoyed nature. I have been to this park MANY times before, but, like most places, I dont look around much. I am so much "inside my head"... i miss out. I rarely stop to smell the roses..... So i did.

I saw the most wonderful plants, simple, but truly beautiful if you looked close enough. There were these wonderful yellow bush time flower plants that smelled wonderful! When I got to the main point (right on the water overlooking the GG bridge), i stopped, closed my eyes and just enjoyed the moment. I felt the ground under my feet, the wind in my hair, and the salty smell of the ocean. I am thankful for nature. Its amazing how just being outside and breathing the air calms me down and brings a smile to my face.

Day 21:
On the TV right now comes on this broadcast of the Les Miserables 25th anniversary show (i think 25..?) I love this!! So, on Sunday I spent the afternoon knitting and watching this. It has been a while since I heard the music, and just was brought to tears over and over again. I am so amazed by the beauty and power of music! There are just so many uplifting, strong, and powerful songs out there. Sometimes music goes where words alone can not. Here is a clip of the song that really got me deep! Go listen to a song that touches you!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGuDT4fE2XA&feature=related

Day 19

2011-03-21T22:43:00.000-07:00

Day 19:

Short and simple.

Today I am thankful for... today. This is not just a cop out entry today- I am just thankful to be here and be alive. Such little things, I take for granted. Life is an amazing thing.

Heard a nice quote tonight:
Life is not just happening around you, life is happening through you. We are all alive and living our lives now.

What happens tomorrow we may not be able to control, and what happened yesterday we can not change. Take a breath and know your alive.

Day 18

2011-03-20T20:24:00.000-07:00

Day 18

Today I spent the day doing one of my original and most favorite hobbies- knitting. I love knitting. Although I feel like I've been in a bit of a "funk" with it lately, its my all time favorite. Its the one I am best at. So heres my knitting story.

(below: a beaded shawl I just made for my mama!)

I got the itch to start knitting right before my brother's second child (Jacob) was born. I really wanted to knit him a hat. I guess this was about 8 years ago?I knew nothing about knitting, but knew Adams mom, Sandy, knew how to do it. One day when we were there visiting she gave me my first lesson. I remember being so clumsy and awkward. She said I picked it up pretty easily (right Sandy?), but I felt like a fool with these long metal sticks. I went home and was obsessed. I had so many mistakes I had to rip out and start over SO many times.

I went to a yarn shop in Davis, where I was a college student, and got my first skein of brown wool, and some wood needles, which I liked way better. They were nice to me and welcomed me to the world of knitting.

Not too much later I found myself with my husband of a year, and our 2 pug babies, all living in Blacksburg Virginia. Adam worked, but I didnt have a job. No job, no friends, and nothing to do but learn to knit. Thats exactly what I did. I knit all the time. I read books on knitting when I got confused. I remember having the internet, but I dont remember using it in my knitting skills. youtube would have been HELPFUL....

The first winter in Blacksburg was dreadful to say the LEAST. We lived in this little (TINY), cold, old house on South Main street. I was snowed in, and alone most of the time (except for the MICE.. and the pugs) I knit and knit. I wasnt very good at it, but I was determined. I remember making several dog sweaters.

The only knitting supply store I knew of was Michael's, so I was stuck with crappy yarn, and didnt even know it. I remember the day I discovered Mosaic. Adam and I went in and were greeted by Gina, the owner. At the time it was a small shop in the front of her mothers clothing store. I little old Chinese lady was also in there, knitting. I remember she was making noice about how BIG some of these needles were and how "ridiculous" a size 15 is. I picked a yarn up, called "Splash" (made my crystal palace), and Gina said "so your a hokie!?". I had no CLUE what a "hokie" was. I soon learned that red and orange were the colors of a very popular football team there. (pssh football...) I bought it.

I was a frequent customer there although I couldnt afford it, when finally a year or two later I found myself working there. I knew very little at the time, but learned very quickly. Virginia, the little old Chinese lady who worked there, took me under her wind and taught me everything I know. Well, all the basics at least. I worked there for 5 years. This became a second home to me. I was there through so many changes, so many customers, and so many other employees. I became good friends with the owner, Gina, who moved the store next door to a large location. I taught classes, helped customers, and learned a hell of a lot about yarn.

Now, Im back in Ca, and have my own little yarn room. I sometimes consider myself more of a yarn collector than a knitter! haha

I have made most things, but know there is still always more and more to learn. This hobby is more than a hobby to me. For those of you out there who are crazy knitters like me, you know what I am talking about. There is just something beautiful and magical about the process of creating. Something wonderful about seeing something you created on your mother, your husband, your nephews,your grandma, and your own feet. I know knitting is a life long friend that I have made. I knit because I am happy. I knit because I'm bored. I knit because I need to make a gift, I knit in sadness and tragedy. I knit because I love it.

Day 16-17

2011-03-19T20:51:00.000-07:00

Ok, I have a good reason why I didnt post yesterday. There was a horrible thunderstorm here and we lost power. It was a little scary, but the moon was very bright and our house has a lot of windows. When we lit the candles we went and laid in bed and talked for like an hour or two. Adam had battery in his computer and he put on some music, and we just talked. It was raining and we could hear the raindrops on the windows. Laying there, in peace. I really appreciated that quiet night! Sometimes I get so used to all the noices, the radio, the TV, the computer, the lights, that I actually forget what silence sounds like. How soothing it is. So last night, I was thankful for peaceful moments.

Today, I did some more crafting. I started yesterday actually. I made some candles!!!! I got some soft soy wax and melted it down in my special "double boiler" I made from a pot of boiling water, a water pitcher, and a spoon. It actually works really well.

So, I melted a pound of wax some purple candle dye chips and an ounce of lavender oil.

Then poured it into my glass containers. I already secured the wicks in using this "molding sealer". I also hot glued some ribbon and flowers on the outside for decoration.

I wrapped the wicks around skewers so they would stay straight.

Then, I let cool. This morning when I woke up I found both had cracked a little on top. Adam said this was probably because they cooled too fast. I remember hearing something about this in my "research" online. Today I made a new batch, but kept them white and used jasmine scent. I put the containers in socks, then put them in the oven to cool. I think this was better, but I will post pics of these later. So, here are pictures of the 2 lavender scented ones while they were coolong.
So this crafting made me happy, and gee wiz it was so easy. I am so excited about making stuff right now. I was online looking at new ideas, and woooah I founds some good ideas!!! Stay tuned. What do you guys think!? Any questions?

Day 15- Half way through

2011-03-17T19:55:00.000-07:00

Are you guys getting sick of this yet?

Day 15:

Today I am thankful for traditions. Because it is saint Patrick's day I was excited to wear my new bright green shirt. Although I miss being a teacher and having kiddos threaten to pinch me.... I still was happy to wear it. I also cooked corned beef, which I LOOOOVE!!! Who had it tonight?! Who has NEVER had it??? (Sarah......)
Oh, its so salty and fatty and wonderful. I cut the fat off tonight due to my point counting, but Im sure some snuck in. I also made a DELICIOUS cabbage side dish. I didnt have time to throw in crock pot in time so i chopped up onions, shaved carrots, and red cabbage and sauteed them up using the broth left in the crock pot from cooking the meat. WONDERFUL!! (Wheres that GasEX?)

I grew up my whole childhood eating corned beef and cabbage on this day, and I think this is a great tradition! Also, heres a picture of a framed four leaf clover I keep by my bed for good luck.

Love you all!!! I wanna hear about what YOU did today!

Day 14

2011-03-16T20:06:00.000-07:00

Day 14: Second Chances

Today's post is simple. Today I am thankful for second chances. I gave one to a veggie that did me wrong as a kid, the artichoke. For the full detailed story see older post (food glorious food one i think). So tonight I pulled out two fat green ones from the fridge. I cut the stem to short. Popped them in the steamer contraption and waited. I had no clue when they were done, but left them in for a long time. I melted some REAL butter do dip it in. And here we go......

So, I had to ask adam all about how to eat it... (he laughed) I poked myslef on the spiky part. And was nervous and scared... BUT... I dipped it in butter and OOOOH not bad!!! I ate the whole thing, well mostly. YEAH!!! I dont know if Im going to CRAVE them yet... but, Good.

I'm all grown up and finally eating my veggies mom! So, what food have you hated since you were a kid? Give it a second chance. You might be glad you did.

Day 12 and 13

2011-03-15T15:42:00.000-07:00

Gee Wiz. Yesterday went by so fast, with so many ups and downs. I got home last night at almost 10PM and just collapsed in bed. (of course, plenty of energy to watch the Bachelor finale!) I just forgot to blog. Please forgive me dear faithful blog readers. I am so excited that my blog is about to hit 3000 hits!!! Thats going to be my day 13 entry. I am seriously thankful for all my blog readers. I started this challenge to "cheer me up", and I am amazed at how it has. I look forward to what I am going to write, and get excited about seeing all your comments!! I HIGHLY recommend doing this challenge on your own. Today I spend the day doing homework for my stupid class, and napping. I think its the combination of the rain, lack of coffee, and 2 snoring pugs that make me so tired all day today. SIGH. I wish today was one of my higher energy days. Oh well.

As far as day 12 goes. I had a very eventful day yesterday. I went to weight watchers, and lost TWO pounds! yeah! I also went on a long walk at the dog park and saw a 16 year old pug! Makes me hopeful mine will live that long!! He was a black pug and super slow...

I met up with my friend Rachel and we went to dinner, and then went to a "meditation class". I thought this was going to be weirdo hippy crazy class maybe, but it ended up making a lot of sense. He talked about how we spend most of our lives not REALLy living in the present, but off thinking about the past or future (remember my blog the other day?!). It was all about taking some time each day to sit in a quiet place and be peaceful. NO thinking about all the junk we just normally think about. I tried this, and of COURSE, had to guide my thinking back to my breathing. Sitting still. Last night, I did it for 15 minutes at this class, and afterwards I honestly felt relaxed. Really relaxed, like I just woke up from a nice nap on a sunny day. Soon after my thoughts drifted back to worry, anxiety, and spacing out..., but showed me that its GOOD to try new things, and try every day to work towards improving your life. Even if this means just sitting in peace for a minute.

Think of how much of your life is spent in a sleepwalking state. Are you really living your life right now or are you just going through the motions and trying to get to the next place? So, today, I am thankful for trying new things. :)

Day 11

2011-03-13T21:40:00.000-07:00

Day 11:

Today I woke up late due to daylight savings, but it didnt matter. Today was a lazy day. I remember when day light savings threw a wrench in my "schedule". I was so busy running around going to school, working, and grading papers that one hour off made a difference. Now, I didnt even realize it was even daylight savings until later today. (all my time telling devices automatically change) It hit me today, MAN, I really do have it lucky. Besides the occasional appointment I have, time has no importance to me. I sleep when I want to, eat when I want to, wake up when I want to, and clean when I want to. Man.

Mimi three years ago would have KILLED for this, and now that I have this, all I want is to be busy again. Why cant I just be content with the life I have. Why am I constantly living in either the past (thinking about what decisions were bad, or what good times I used to have), or the future (the job I want, the family I want to have) I really should just enjoy the now. Every day is a gift, regardless of where we are in life. Thats why they call it the present right? (what movie is that from!?)

I think its just my nature to look toward the future. In a way I think its a really good thing. Making plans and goals for the future are very important in life! However, when do I ever stop and think "you know, I have it good right now." So, thats what I did today. Today I slept till when I wanted to, ate when I wanted to, and didnt clean at ALL! We lounged around on this rainy Sunday playing video games and enjoying our sweet little lives.

I think big picture here- its so much easier sometimes to complain about all the crap in our lives. Take the time to live in today and take advantange of the life you have now. Now, I want to hear about how you all feel about this. Am I alone here? Does this right true for anyone else?

What do YOU enjoy about your life right now?

Day 10

2011-03-12T20:31:00.000-08:00

Day 10

Reflection day. Today I am thankful for Lucy. Adam and I adopted lucy 10 years ago now. We found a breeder in Southern Ca, and drove down to get her. We had already picked out her name, and I dont remember clearly now how we did that. I think we were referring to either I Love Lucy or Lucy from Peanuts. Either way, we loved the name, made a little name tag and headed off to the town of Phelon. I remember walking into the little trailer type house in the middle of nowhere. We me the nice German older lady. She told us she had 1 male, and 2 females left. We knew we wanted a female so we passed on the FAT rolly poley "Samson", who was laying IN the kibble bowl asleep. We walked into the living room and I said "LUCY!" and waited. Suddenly this tiny, adorable, little pug came running over to us. We knew it was her! The other one just laid there. (Ended up her name was Sophia)

I remember meeting her mom, who looks a LOT like Lucy looked when she was about 4 years old. Adam and I were sitting on the ground playing with Lucy when her mom jumped on the couch and did a thorough inspection of us. It seemed to me like she was checking us out to see if we were suitable parents! Apparently she approved. She was sweet, just like Lucy.

All of the sudden, Lucys dad escaped from the back porch! He bolted in, running past us all, running over and peeing on Samson. The older, slightly disabled German couple were shouting and running around the house trying to catch him. We can see now where Lucy gets her crazy side from!!!

She was about the size of a pair of socks that were rolled into a ball. We were instant parents, and instantly in love. Lucy was a sleepy and crazy puppy. When she was asleep, she could not be roused. When she was awake, she could run, and run, and run, and run. I remember when she was tiny we kept her in a baby play pen at night, but took turns taking her out when she whined. It wasnt long before she was in bed with us.

Over the years she grew, got grey, and slowed down a bit, but has always kept her drive to please, passion for playing (and bones), and ability to make us smile. She cheers us up when we are sad and lays on our lap when were lonely. She is a true friend. I love her deeply, and cherish every day with her.

Anyone who knows Lucy knows shes a happy girl! She loves playing and showing off her toys to "friends" that visit. She really is a very special girl.

Day 9

2011-03-11T20:25:00.000-08:00

Day 9

Last night I woke up in the middle of the night. The news was on. I sat up and saw the reports of this giant earthquake. I hate hearing about this stuff for a couple reasons. 1. I get so sad and worried for other people. 2. I am PRONE to anxiety and I live in Earthquake country.... SO I am laying there feeling sad and anxious, and you KNOW the news is doing a great job at scaring the crap out of everyone. And then... headline: "Tsunami headed for California coast". Instantly pictures of giant waves hitting Indonesia ran through my head. I was terrified. Now, remember, it was the middle of the night and my judgement was impaired, but I was terrified. I laid there wondering if I was going to die in this flood, if I should wake Adam up and hit the road or what!? This CLEARLY was crazy thinking being that I live at like 500 feet above sea level. My geologist husband was LITTLE consolation to me because he is sick and took sick drugs to sleep and was OUT... I tried waking him up to tell him of our looming death, and I get I "ehhhh Uuugg"

I managed to get back to sleep with help of some drugs. I woke up in the morning and looked out the window almost expecting to only see the top of the golden gate bridge and the skyscrapers. Nope. Sunny and calm. I flip on the news. Apparently this TSUNAMI was going to be a 1-3 FOOT wave. Wouldn't this would have been nice to say last NIGHT!!? Still, the news blew everything up locally just to scare people. All that seems to have happened was some boats were damaged in Santa Cruz. I drove to Pleasanton, and people were in crowds at the top of Grizzly Peak, presumably, to FLEE the Tsunami.... Goodness.

Through out the day pictures and videos of watching what was happening in Japan made me so sad, but has also made me extremely grateful for my safety and heath. I think we all take these simple things for granted everyday. Its also sad that it takes a tragic event like this make us all realize how good we do have it, but I guess its understandable. Sometimes its hard to see these things. We are all wrapped up in our own worlds sometimes. So tonight, I hug my pugs and my handsome geologist a little but tighter.

Day 8

2011-03-10T19:34:00.000-08:00

Day 8:

This post is a quicky because I promised my beloved husband we would have a "computer free" night.... Today I had another good day. Since starting up weight watchers again I have been obsessed with fruit. The other night I ate the BEST mango I have EVER eaten. I cant begin to explain how good it was. I went back to the store and stocked up on fruit!! Can you tell?! Im hoping one of these mangos will be as good... I also got a "manilla" mango, which I have never had. Anyone?? OK, so I know it might be a lame post, but sometimes the simple things in life can bring us so much pleasure. What is your favorite fruit? Go get it and eat it!!!

Day: 7

2011-03-09T21:58:00.000-08:00

Day 7- One week down!

First of all I want to say THANK YOU for reading my blog! I am excited and amazed at how many people come here and comment. So, today... I am thankful for my friends. I spent the whole day with some of my favorite people here!

I met up with a friend, Rachel, for lunch today. Although we are still new friends, I am amazed at how strong, supportive, understanding, and just fun she is! We had a nice big salad and did a little shopping and got some starbucks. She is great! Here's a picture. :)

Then, I went to my knitting group! Since I moved here a year and a half ago, these people have been so welcoming, friendly, and amazing! Every week we sit around, knit, vent, and laugh. They are some of the most interesting people with all these crazy mad skills. They are all so different, but all fit together in this group. I dont have time or energy to talk about everyone in the group..... but I want to point out (starting from left to right) Marissa, who speaks Japanese, has an adorable daughter, and knits the most awesome socks! She is so happy and friendly! Liz, is super crafty and knowledgeable about all kinds of stuff. Whether it be a question about knitting, spinning, dying, cooking, gardening, canning, she will know the answer. Tonight she explained how to poach an egg to me. She also owns chickens, and shares the eggs! Caitlyn is a very new friend, but shes so friendly and sweet! Tabitha (with the baby), is AMAZING to me. I cant believe how supportive, thoughtful, understanding, and strong she is. I know she always has my back ;) Also, not pictured- Stephanie, who is so friendly, smart, organized, reliable, and loyal. I just love her! I also want to throw a shout out to Sarah, who is so sweet and friendly. I really enjoy seeing her smiling face!! So many others at knitting, but Im TIRED! haha

Also, my best friend Sarah, who lives in Boston. I miss her and love all our fun times! I cant wait to see her in May! I know she loves me and is the most loyal friend. I know she "gets me". I really love her!

Im just taking time to appreciate some of my new friends today. I know sometimes I take my friends for granted, but I am so so thankful for all the love and support the give, and continue to give to me. Thank you.

Day 6: Food Glorious Food!

2011-03-08T16:24:00.000-08:00

Day 6:

The more and more I do my happy little challenge, the more and more excited I get about doing it! I wake up thinking "what can I do today......" Today I woke up and thought, "its Tuesday, it's farmers market day!" I have been going to Berkeley's market every Tuesday for the past few weeks, and really feel like I have discovered some treasure in the world. Before I just thought it was a place for... well, not a place for me, but OH how I love it now! I know I know, there are some weirdo people there, as you might expect in Berkeley. (the strange conversations I overhear... and weird noises coming from a guy playing the didgeridoo.) BUT the food is BEAUTIFUL and the people are really so nice.

I can really say that the food that I have eaten so far that I bought at market has really been fantastic. I think this is for several reasons: 1. the food is local, so it wasnt picked that long ago and didnt have to travel over oceans or countries to get to me. 2. No pesticides or chemicals (although, i dont know if i can actually "taste" those) 3. They are in season!

Oh how I love food. I'm so obsessed with food lately, and just super excited about trying new foods out and healthier ways of eating. I even bought artichokes, which i grew up HATING. I just have these very vivid memories of "artichoke night" in my house. Im SURE everyone else in my family has fond memories of this night but me. I remember the large green artichokes my mom just pulled from the steamer, and the GIANT bowl of mayonaise. I just remember people scooping the cold, white, wiggly mayonise and forcing it into their mouth. I vividly remember my sister LICKING the mayonaise off her fingers. (love ya sis!) I WAS DISCUSTED!!! Oh, did I mention I loathed mayonaise.... So, I dont think it was the artichokes per se....Every veggie deserves a second chance....

I am so excited to share with you my new find. My new discovered "treasure"... I was buying some lemons when I saw a box of these fruits. When I asked the woman about them she said they were delicious and offered me a sample. MMMMMMMMM yes very good. SO, I bought one (this one is smaller... they werent cheep). SO- MY challenge to you. What is this fruit?!!! I know of course because I snapped a picture of the sign. If any one guesses correctly, I will personally send to them a finished bar of my handmade lavender soap!!! (will be done in 5 weeks). SO be honest and dont look online for help...... no cheaters. Post your guess in the comments for a chance to win!!!!
Hint: it tastes like a mix between mango and pear. No cheating. Good luck.

See you all tomorrow! OOOOH, and I got my FIRST SPROUT on my veggies- lettuce!

Day Five

2011-03-07T17:15:00.000-08:00

Day 5:

Oh my goodness. I'm sort of wishing I made this a "10 day challenge". I'm having a harder and harder time coming up with things to write. I hope you all don't lose interest and stop reading. Please dont. I love all my readers. I already have fun crafty plans for later in the week, but just didnt get to it today.

SO. What am I thankful for today? Well, today I decided to do something good for my body. I joined Weight Watchers again. I have been doing a VERY good job for the first time in my life at MAINTAINING my weight, which is something I have never done in my adult life. I am either losing, or gaining(and havent tried either way). It's been over a year now since I have had any significant gain, so I am thankful for that.

I have really tried to make eating healthier part of my life. I rarely EVER eat fast food anymore, I try to eat more "whole" foods. I limit refined sugars and breads (thanks to my wheat free life...), and I try and eat less hormones and eat more organic and clean. I pat myself on the back. I would like to start losing now, but I want to make sure to do whats right for my body and my mind. For ME this means to eat a lot of super healthy food and try to enjoy it!

For all the horrible things I have done to my body over the years, it still runs. It still does what I need it to do (mostly), and I take it completely for granted. Think about all the things your body does in one day, and all the horrible things we do and say to it. Today I am thankful for my body. I love my body.

Tomorrow I am going to the farmers market again, and need some ideas on how to eat some leafy greens. I saw a lot there last time, and just have never been so successful cooking it unless I literally cook the crap out of it and cover with butter... Any ideas on how to cook kale, chard, or greens in a healthy way?

So, to a healthy and happy body. Wish me luck. :) Tonights dinner: Salmon with roasted garlic and onions, Broccoli, and rice. Nothing fancy, just thought I needed a picture for this day.

Day Four

2011-03-06T12:51:00.000-08:00

Day 4: Day of rest and reflection....

Today I am thankful for my family. They are amazing, wonderful, and supportive. For those of you who don't know, I have 3 siblings: Bekka, Matt, and John. I have some wonderful memories growing up and I thought I would share a couple that stand out to me today.. They might make you smile because they make me smile!!

I love this picture. I think this was the last time we were all together. I hope to be all together again soon.

Bekka: I remember being about 9 or 10 years old (she would be 14 or 15??). I had a sort of obsessive younger sister complex at the time. I used to go into her room and go through her stuff, put on her clothes, jewelry, and perfume.... listen to her music.... yeah. obsessed. One time I remember hiding in here closet to "scare" her when she got out of the shower. I remember hiding in her closet and then jumping out and watching her flip out.. OOOOh fun times. Over the years she has been a true friend who I love very much.

Matt: So many stories about Matt. Mainly of him and his shenanigans... but I will keep in nice...
I remember walking past his room when i was like 13 (he would have been 16-17) and watching him make muscles in the mirror. I laughed. OK, I also remember him being a very protective brother. At the time, I thought he was being a drag, but deep down I loved it because I knew he cared. Once i was getting ready for a dance.. .I was wearing a dress that was very tight and pretty short. I was also wearing knee high stockings, and baby doll shoes. I thought it was super cute, but Matt thought it was super slutty and demanded I change. Also, he was at the same dance and when I was slow dancing a little too close at the dance (man, i sounds really slutty in this story..), Matt got on the microphone and was like "MY sister is dancing WAY too close. She needs to stop" It was hilarious! I knew he cared and despite his relentless teasing.... I knew he loved me.
John- OOOOH John. I don't even know where to begin. We were SO close growing up I dont know which story to tell... hmmm... should i embarrass him?... haha
MOst John stories involve me dressing him up, tricking him, or getting peed on because my dad wouldnt pull ov er the car, and i was supposed to "hold johns cup..." (face..). THIS story is makes me laugh every time I think of it. This happened when we were living in Ben Lomond, ca. I was in HS, so he was in Middle school. I was sitting on the toilet and was out of toliet paper. I yelled to John "JOHN! Can you bring me some TP?!" There was a LONG pause...... then I hear "OOOHHH TOILET PAPER!!!!! I thought you meant an Indian house...." I will never understand how in his 14 years of life he never figure out that TP was short for toilet paper, but I laugh everytime I think of that. Love you John.
My Mom and Dad:
Growing up I dont think a kid could have two better parents. They were a true team. With 4 kids you have to imagine that things got hectic, homework didnt always get finished, dinner was sometimes rushed and eaten in the car, and time was short sometimes. But, in all this chaos and madness they stuck together. If times got tough, my dad would figure it out. I never felt like I was left wanting anything. Even if this meant two jobs while in school. My mom always took time to tell us how special we are even if she was stressed because she had 4 kids, a job, and going to school. I cant remember seeing them fight, although I know they must have at some point. I know they respected eachother and showed me what a marriage was supposed to me. I knew their love was true. Still is today. Best friends and partners through good times and hard times.
This brings me to my best friend, true love, and partner through thick and thin- Adam. Like my parents, we are a true team. As a kid I used to imagine my future husband, and my future life, and I wondered if he would be amazing, handsome, smart, and romantic. Well, I don't know what genie's bottle I rubbed, but I got the best man for me!!! We have been together now almost 13 years, and married for 8, and time has just gone by so fast. I consider myself the luckiest wife alive. (these pictures are of us about 12 years ago, and us this last vday)

And last on todays list (but I have PLENTY of other extended family I could write about... but my hands hurt), Our two puggie babies Lucy and Mango. Lucy is going to be 11 this year, and Mango will be 9. I cant believe that, but its true. We love them so much, i think we forget they are actually dogs. They make us laugh, smile, and bring joy to our lives every day. We cherish every single moment we get with them.

For now, thats it. I hope you enjoyed todays post.
I will leave you with a picture of my cut soap now. I got 20 bars and they smell SOOO good. I have to let them cure now for 6 weeks before using. They are wonderful!!!

Day Three

2011-03-05T20:08:00.000-08:00

Some days are easier than others. Some days I feel like everything is doing good, and others I feel like I am one step away from a straight jacket. Today was the latter. I honestly didn't think I would pull myself together to even get this blog done, and I was really starting to regret doing this challenge. I guess this is why the challenge of finding something positive everyday for 30 days was a good idea.

Anyways, (come on mimi get to the crafts!) Well, Adam decided to join me in crafting today and he came up with today's project. He was really craving some rock candy, so we looked up how to do it online, and we did it! How easy this is!!!

Heres how we did it:

First, you measure out your ingredients. Sugar and water (wait.. get your pencil to write that list down)
The, mix the sugar and water in a pan on med heat. (2 times sugar to 1 water) and stir till dissolved.Then, add food coloring and flavor (we chose orange) and pour into containers.

The, we figured out how to dangle wood sticks using clips....

Walah! Now, we wait and watch the crystals. For those of you who dont know, Adam is a Geologist, and works with crystal growing on a daily basis. He was SUPER excited about this project. I also learned all about the process!

Way to go Team WALLACE!!!

High five. Now, stay tuned for some crystal pictures...

Day Two

2011-03-04T20:55:00.000-08:00

I LOVE that I am getting so many comments! Please keep them coming! Also, people are wondering what the day 1, day 2 stuff is about, and as a reminder... I am doing a 30 day challenge to myself to find something everyday that I am thankful for, or that makes me happy. This is day 2. Did you know that according to Joanne's Fabrics March is "craft month"? SO, today I celebrate one of my favorite crafts: soaps. I started making soaps probably about a year ago, and I LOVE it. Its so much easier than I thought it would be, and OOOOOOH so rewarding. I thought I would have soap coming out my nose after a few batches, but, I am running LOW. I just love sharing this hobby. Once you have all the equipment, and you find a good supply shop, its easy! Today I made a lavender soap. I put in extra lavender oil to make it smell even stronger. Here are some pictures of my process:

I use whole lavender buds. Last time I make lavender soap I put way too many buds in it, and they harden and scratch me. Although Adam liked it as a good back scratcher.... I want a smoother soap this time. I took the buds and chopped them and then ground them down until they were very soft. I will need these in the end.

Buds before and after my chopping and crushing...

I set up my area so that everything is organized. Here is the "lye station" and "oil station": I bought the lye at the hardware store today. Also, I will be using coconut oil, palm oil, olive oil, and jojoba oil. Good stuff.

So, you heat up the oils...

Then mix the lye with water- be safe.

Then, you have to match their temp. I was aiming for 110 degrees F. Once they are the same, mix them with a hand blender.
Then, once its blended into looking kind of like pudding... I poured in into my wood mold (adam made) and sprinkled with the buds. I cover and let sit over night.

Tomorrow I will look and see. I hope it turns out. I should be able to cut in the next few days. OOOOOH so pretty!

Anyways, I hope you all enjoy! This made me happy today!

Now, where are the comments?!

Day One

2011-03-03T19:02:00.000-08:00

Day One:

I woke up after sleeping restlessly, but excited to start my day one. Today I decided to be thankful for a basic thing that I think we all take for granted sometimes. I am thankful for life. Not only am I thankful for MY life, Adams life, and all my friends and families lives... I am just thankful for life in general.

Since it is almost spring I decided to celebrate life a little bit by growing some seeds. I hope to grow these big enough to move into a "garden", which I have yet to create. It was nice looking at all the different seeds and setting up a little "nursery" for them. They have a nice sunny spot, and I am already enjoying their lives.

I also celebrated life by making a delicious dinner made from fresh cauliflower and carrots that I bought at the farmers market. I SWEAR those are the best veggies I have ever tasted. TOTALLY worth going to the farmers market to get. No picture of that. Im tired.

If I look around me, life is all around me. It comes and goes, and its amazing if you think about it.
I am already looking forward to day 2. You guys better makes some comments! I get GRUMPY if I dont have them. DO it. :)

Happiness Pie

2011-03-02T15:16:00.000-08:00

Hi all. I really should write on here more often... once a year is sad.

For those of you who keep up with my life, you know things have been sort of shitty for me lately. I don't want to write this blog about that, however. Through out the past couple months I have spent a lot of time at home contemplating life and talking with my family and friends. I have made a conclusion. MOST of us are struggling with something right now. I actually know very few people who are completely content with their life right now. (either that or they are lying)

Everyone seems to be struggling with something, so I know I am not alone. Whether it be a crappy job, lack of job, lack of money, lack of time, sleep, days off, unhappy with where you live, who your living with, or wanting something thats out of your control- we all seem a little bit miserable.

Anyone who knows me well knows that I am generally a happy person, and generally have a positive attitude. Well, not all the time here. I have found myself in a deeper hole and a darker "funk" than I have ever been in in my whole life.

Many people have ideas and suggestions about what people should do in these dark times. I think since everyone is different, there is no one thing that will help everyone. I think you have to ask yourself: "What do I need to do to take care of myself, to be happy today?"

Ive decided- What I need to do is the following: 1. Be thankful and grateful for the good things in my life 2. To surround myself with positive people and thoughts 3. To find something for me to do everyday that brings me happiness
sounds simple right?

So i thought, how am I going to do this? Then it hit me- It might be motivating and fun for me to blog about it. Maybe I can help myself and maybe inspire someone else too... so...My challenge for myself is a 30 day documentation of this. I am going to blog every day for 30 days about things that make me happy. I will be taking pictures and writing about positive things that fit into those 3 goals for me.

If your reading this, please feel free to comment and add ideas as to what small things YOU do everyday to feel good about yourself.

Tomorrow will be the first post. Stay tuned.

Goodbye 20 somethings

2010-06-09T10:45:00.000-07:00

Well, in less than a week I am going to have my 30th birthday. 30.
I really find it hard to believe I am actually going to be 30. I still think I am 26 I think. I am in a really reflective mode today so I am going to reflect on the past decade and who I was then, and who I am now. It's been a busy 10 years.

10 years ago I was 20. I was seriously dating Adam, and we made a big step in 2000. We adopted our first baby, Lucy. Adam and I were living separately while he went to UC Davis, and I finished up at Cabrillo.

In 2002 I married the sweetest man I have ever known. Everyday I am thankful for him. Our wedding was on the cliffs in Capitola. It was a beautiful day, and one of the best days of my life.

Soon after our wedding we adopted the second love in our life, Mango. She has added so much happiness and has always kept us on our toes.

In 2003 I graduated from UCD and we moved to Virginia. We loved Va, but not at first. We bought our first house in 2004.

In 2004 I started working at Mosaic, my favorite yarn shop, and became truly obsessed with knitting. I have no idea how many things I have knitted now......

In 2007 I graduated from Radford University with a Masters degree in Elementary Education. Soon after, I started teaching at Christiansburg Elementary. I know the classroom is where I belong. I love it.

In 2008 (?) Adam got his PhD from Va Tech. Although he said they "just hand them out", I am still extremely proud of all his hard work and perseverance.

In 2009 we came full circle and moved our little family BACK to the Bay area. We are now living in Berkeley.

Along the way I learned some important lessons, and made some life long friends. I met my best friend, Sarah, who knows about all the bad stuff about me, and still loves me. I keep waiting for her to stop liking me, but am amazed at how she keeps loving me! I am thankful for her and how she makes me laugh when I am crying. How she knows what I need to hear, and tells it to me nicely. I love knowing that she is loyal and will never treat me bad. I am lucky to have a friend like her.

I feel a list coming on.....
Lessons I have learned:

1. When it comes to weddings: The bride is always right. The wedding is about the celebration of love, not about the flowers and the cake. Honeymoons make you fat.

2. When it comes to marriage: Dont make little deals into big deals. Be NICE to eachother, sometimes it's just THAT easy. Never talk about it when your so angry you want to scream. Listen, and put yourself in the other persons shoes. I spouse is a partner, a friend, a love... NOT a child, a maid, or a maintenance man.... treat your spouse with love and respect. Dance together.

3. When it comes to raising pugs: Pugs are the best animals in the world. DONT free feed them. DONT give them table scraps. DONT get them wet and let them run around the house... (sounds like they are Gremlins)

4. When it comes to knitting: Dont be to proud to rip it out. RIP IT OUT. I learned not to be afraid to buy more yarn. I can NEVER have too much, and anyone who complains can get over it. There is no shame in putting a project aside, and starting another one. I dont believe in knitting something you hate doing. Knitting serves different purposes, therefore you need different projects, depending on what purpose you want it to serve on any given day. Knitters are nice, most of the time.

5. When it comes to being a friend: Listen to your friends because you want them to listen to you. Never judge. Never try and tell them what to do. Love them and support them. Friends should make you happy, make you laugh, and be ok when you cry. Friends dont go away when you move. Friends dont go away when they move. Friends are important.

6. When it comes to life in general: Life is not fair. I will say this again because it is a big one I learned. LIFE IS NOT FAIR. Just because you work hard at something doesnt mean its going to happen. Bad things happen to good people. IT IS HARD to wait your turn in life. Sometimes the only thing you can control is your reaction to life, and sometimes thats the hardest part. Life is full of beauty and love, you just need to open your eyes and heart enough to see it.

Looking for the next decade:
I dont really know what the next decade will bring. I know what I WANT it to bring, but I will just try and enjoy the ride as we go. I know that I have so many wonderful things in life, and I have learned so much about myself and about life in general. I am looking forward to the lessons I have yet to learn!!!!

Quinoa Mango Salad

2010-06-03T13:55:00.000-07:00

This salad is YUMMY. It's gluten free, vegan, delicious, and... 3 weight watcher points for 1/2 cup.

Here is the recipe:

5 cups COOKED quinoa ( Sorry, I dont have the uncooked amount)
1 mango- cubed
1/2-1 cup cilantro chopped
1/4 vidalia onion chopped VERY fine.
2 cloves of garlic, also chopped VERY fine.
3 tablespoons olive oil
1 tablespoon turmeric
1 PINCH ground ginger
1 teaspoon cinnamon
1/2 cup golden raisins
1/4 cup sliced almonds
1/2 large apple, or 1 small apple- peeled and cubed
lemon juice squeezed from 1 small lemon

Cook the quinoa in water or broth (twice as much liquid than quinoa).
When cooked, put in onion, garlic and cilantro (while still hot).
Cool. You can put in fridge, or just do the next part later.
Mix the Olive oil, spices, and lemon juice in another bowl.
Once quinoa mix is cooled, stir in oil mixture.
dump in fruit, raisins, and almonds.
SALT to taste.

Enjoy :)

Oh, Here's what I had for lunch today.... Egg salad on gluten free bread (from Mariposa Bakery), pickles and fresh berries.

A vacation...

2010-01-26T09:11:00.000-08:00

This month is my vacation. Some of you are confused because you know very well that I am at home all day everyday anyways. How could this be a vacation? Well, if you have ever seen the movie "What About Bob" with Bill Murray, you know that his character was a very sick man who obsessed about every little thing in his life. His life was full of worry and upset. His doctor decided to write him a prescription. "Take a vacation.... A vacation from your problems"
Lately I have felt like my life has become full of this obsession, worry, and upset. I feel obsessed with things in my life that I can not control, and I found myself really turning into a person I didnt like. So I thought really long and hard about this.... and realized. Life is going by whether I like it or not. Whether I obsess or not. Whether I get what I want, or not. The question here is: Do I really want to live my life like this? SO- I decided to take the wise doctor's advice (except in the movie he was nuts) I am on a vacation from my problems. I made a little list of things that the "ME" I like would like to do. What do I need?

Heres a list of things I came up with:

I need to teach. I feel like the passion I found everyday in teaching is gone. I found myself longing for my old classroom. The little things like sitting in my rocking chair and reading a book that made kids laugh. I miss hugs from 8 year olds! I miss hearing their long and drawn out stories about "guess what happened last night", that were really not interesting, but meant something more. They meant "Mrs. Wallace, I trust you enough to share my life stories with you... and I want you to know me" .... I want this back. Now, I am working on getting my licence pretty quickly.

This is me pretending to sign the Declaration of Independence- in my classroom

I need to contribute. I feel like I spend so much time thinking and worrying about myself and my problems, that I really need to step away and help other people. I have signed up to help volunteer at "jumpstart" an early literacy program that helps at risk young children love literacy. I will get to read to them! :) I also signed up to help out at the local SPCA. I love animals, and would love to help walk dogs, wash them, or just play with them. I also send a message to a senior home who was looking for someone to teaching knitting to the senoirs, so I would love to do this.

I need to create. I suppose this is why I love knitting so much. I AM knitting! I finished a Manos Silk Wool blanket that I adore, and now I am working on a sweater... not for a baby, but for ME! Stay tuned for picts. I also would like to make some soap. I ordered a book on amazon about how to do this. I pulled out my cello and played, and am trying to learn piano. WOAH, I know, I am really up to a lot these days.

I need to be thankful. It kind of makes me sick to think that I could possibly be unhappy about anything. I have an amazing life really. My husband Adam is more of a husband than I could have ever imagined. He is amazing and he loves me all the time, and treats me with respect and patience. Who could ask for more? I have amazing friends and family who love and support me everyday- thank you. I need to remember, even when I am down in the dumps because another month has come and gone, and I am left feeling out of control and helpless, I have so much.

I know that everyone has something in their life that they can not control. Whether it be a stressful job, a horrible co worker, a lack or job, financial stress, sickness, a loved one's illness, or just a bad day...I hope that each of you can look at your life and ask yourself, "what can I do to take a vacation from my problems today?" Find something that you love doing, and do it. Let me know what you did. I would love to know!

Hello 2010

2010-01-11T13:56:00.000-08:00

Well the year has begun and I really have been keeping myself busy! Like Adam says, "you knit all day everyday"... and there is some real truth in that. If I am NOT knitting, I am thinking about knitting, and planning knitting, and reading knitting blogs and magazines. So what I have I been knitting? you ask?

Well, I dont have any good pictures right now,except the cute sweater set above! Otherwise, I am knitting gifts, and I dont want the surprise to be ruined. SORRY. The picture above is the color I made my BFF, Sarah's baby boy sweater/hat/sock set out of. The color is MUCH more jewel toned in person, in fact, it might be the wrong color.......

I HAVE finished my Manos Silk Wool blanket, and it is WONDERFUL, so once i weave the ends in I will take some pictures. SO you will just have to wait. It has taken me a year to make it.

NOW what is next you ask? ooooh man...
My new knitting group "Berkeley Stitch and Bitch" is doing a KAL of the February Ladies sweater. If you are not a knitter, or for some reason have been living in a cave and dont know this pattern: Heres a picture.yeah, cute.

I made the baby version twice now, so need to make one for me. (Then I will have a baby/ mama set) I already have the yarn, just ready to go!

Also, Fell in LOVE with this pattern:

Its hard to really see the amzing detail, and the back pleats... ahhhh.. .MUST MAKE MUST MAKE....

SO those 2 sweaters are on deck for me. YEAH!

OK, what else... I have been cooking like a crazy person. I will please you with these pictures and show you that gluten and dairy free hasnt been half bad lately!
Pork potstickers.

Chicken Ravioli with pesto cream sauce
Scallops and Shrimp with garlic lemon sauce, brown rice, and green beans.

Grilled halibit and creamy shrimp with avacado sauce, black bean salsa.

Goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T13:21:00.000-08:00

Well another year has come and gone. Adam and I were unpacking the office the other day (YES, we are STILL unpacking!) and I came across my old diary's. For the next hour or so I had a good time reading through certain key periods of my life. I think Adam was entertained by listening to me read entries from the beginning of our relationship. It was fun reading about our first kiss and the first time he told me he loved me. (aww) It was fun rewinding my life even further to junior high where every other entry I was "in love" with a new guy that was "awesome" and "really cute".

As I get older I see that time speeds up and that sometimes I am so preoccupied with getting to the "next stage" in my life, that I forget to really appreciate the place that I am in right now.

And I really am in a good place.

This year, as most years, was FULL of many ups and downs. I finished my second year of teaching 3rd grade, which was a miracle... hard year. Adam got a job here back in Ca, and we picked up our life, sold our house, quit my job, and moved 3000 miles away in a Honda packed with pugs and pillows. The move was exhilarating and exhausting. We love it here, but I still miss my little town of Blacksburg. My knitting shop, my friends.

I have discovered a food allergy, which will effect my life forever. I have discovered a thyroid condition. I have learned a lot about my body. I am learning about new foods, and news ways to eat.

In the year to come I want to continue to learn about my body, and live even healthier than before. I want to learn new recipes and explore new grains that my body actually loves. I want to continue not eating fast food, and cutting WAY down on sugar and processed foods.

Who knows what this year has to bring. I have optimism that with the new year comes a new hope and renewed since of appreciation.Who knows what journeys are to come, but Im sure I will continue to write in my little blog "diary" and try to appreciate and enjoy the life I live now... just a little more.

I hope the new year finds you, my friends, with a renewed sense of optimism for a good year!

Obsessed and Thankful

2009-11-15T08:37:00.000-08:00

Ok, so now that we are here and getting "settled in" (that's debatable) I have reunited with an old friend- her name is "Knitting". Her and I used to be so close when I was working at the knitting shop in Blacksburg, but grad school came and work came and we just grew farther and farther apart.

Now that I am not working, not going to school, and not surrounded by a lot of distraction, her and I have spend everyday together. Knitting, finding projects, blocking, setting up my knitting space, and actually FINISHING projects. Amazing. As you can probably notice I am knitting nothing but baby stuff and that is for a couple of very good reasons. 1. Baby stuff is so cute, so easy, and so fast. 2. Everyone I know is either pregnant, trying to get pregnant, or just had a baby. So I am knitting all this fabulous knitware that I just LOVE!

My mom is coming to visit for Thanksgiving! I wish my Dad and brothers could come too, but I must be thankful for what I have!!! Bekka and family are coming too, so it should be a nice family day! I will be cooking my very first gluten free Thanksgiving. Thanks to this website I have found some recipes that shouldn't make me feel like I have "special problems" with gluten.
I still need to go to the doctor and take further tests to see if this is an allergy or if it is celiacs disease. We shall see. They reactions I get when I eat it are horrible, and hit fast. It took me a few days stop itching last time. Also, since I started DAIRY I have been congested and had headaches so that makes me worry. (GEEE!!!)

This really makes me wonder how many people have food allergies and don't know it. Amazing.

Thanksgiving kinda forces us to look at our life and find a deep gratitude for things. I was laying in bed last night looking out the window at the bay looking at the most incredible moon I have ever seen. It was a waxing crescent (3rd grade curriculum) that was a very dark deep orange color. It was hanging so low in the sky it looked like it was about to land right down into the bay. As I was watching it I actually saw it move. Like it knew it had been seen and needed to hide behind the earth. That was such a special moment that made me think about how lucky we all are to have this amazing beautiful Earth as our home. Just a nice story for you today.

Well, Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!!!

Back in Cali

2009-10-19T17:15:00.000-07:00

Well- I dont know if anyone ever even reads this anymore, so if you DO read this, please comment so I know I am not doing this in vain.

We made it~ In the past 4 months we have packed up the house, sold the house, quit my job, packed up my classroom, drove across the country, moved into a house, remodelled ("we" didnt do it, but we lived through it).... So I guess you can say we have been a LITTLE busy.

It was very painful leaving Blacksburg. I really have some amazing friends there, and left an amazing job. I wish I could have moved Blacksburg with me. Although it was difficult moving, Im just so happy that I have such a strong and supportive spouse, who loves me- even when I cry all the time~!

The puggies did ok on the cross country trip. Lucys limp got REALLY bad, and we were very worried that she was never going to be the same, but with a lot of rest, and some supplements, she is walking normal. Mango was stressed out to the max ... but is finally settling in. I think her favorite was either... driving in the rain... or... waking up to construction workers pounding on the house.

You might be asking- Have you been busy knitting with all your new found time, and the answer is YES. I wish i could knit ALLLLL day long, but I do other things all day. .... like nap....

I've finally found a local knitting group full of really nice girls, so I am excited to make some new friends!

OK, well. If i see that people actually read this still, i may post again!

Loves from Ca.- Mimi

Here We Go Again

2009-02-01T14:12:00.000-08:00

I know its been so long that everyone who USED to read my blog has probably forgotten about it, BUT the mood struck me right today, so here it goes.
For those of you that DON'T know, Adam got a job in Berkeley California! It is a very bitter sweet feeling to know we have to leave the place we have called home for the past 6 years and go home. I know Berkeley we have never lived in, but we are Californians that have been living in Virginia for 6 years. We are so excited to live close to family again! There are lots of pros and cons of living here, as opposed to Ca... oooooh, that sounds like a LIST!!

Pros of living in Va:
1. Its CHEEP
2. Its safe.
3. People are nice. We have made SO many friends here that I know will be life long.
4. We have seasons. I never realized how GLORIOUS Spring is till we moved here, or how beautiful Fall is.
5. I have a wonderful job. I love what I do- most of the time
6. no traffic

CONS of living in Va
1. There is VERY little to do...
2. Restaurants SUCK.
3. Winter.
4. crazy hillbilly people... even though entertaining....sometimes.
5. Fresh produce, or lack of.... seafood...
6. no beach here or sunsets over the ocean.
7. No FAMILY!

Overall, I have grown to love it here, and I WILL miss it, but I am ready. California, Mimi's coming home!! :)
I am excited because we get to live in Adam's g-pas house, and the town has a few yarn shops. One of them has a shop next door called "pugnatious" ... dog store. Yarn shop next to pug shop? Heaven?? Made for ME??!

What am I knitting?? (maybe the list of what I am NOT knitting would be shorter)
Heres what has seen any action lately:
1. baby surprises
2. Adam's Claudia Handpaints pullover hybrid
3. PUG Muscle Tee- see pict (my own pattern)
4. cable beret hat
5. boring socks
6. I made another "fetching" for Erin for xmas- she loved. I made it with Artyarns Cashmere.

What I plan on knitting?
1. more baby stuff (have you figured out whats on my mind these days??)
2. Feb. Ladies- Modified.
3. even more baby stuff..

Feast Your Eyes

2008-07-07T16:08:00.000-07:00

I love summer. I see now why teaching might be appealling to people that dont even like kids. I see now why those horrible teachers might continue in this profession. SUMMER. So far this summer I have stayed up late knitting, watching TV, and playing video games. I sleep in till AT LEAST 10, and pretty much do nothing exept what I WANT to do. The best part is I am STILL GETTING PAID.

Besides loving my job, and loving kids, educating the future of our country, being a positive role model.... I see why teaching is such a great thing. Summer.

I thought I would show off some of my new stuff... I have been knitting like mad. I am ALMOST finished with my Drops Design Eskimo Jacket, and I think you all will really be jealous when you see it. I am thrilled. Stay tuned for Picts. The yarn above is Schaefer Yarn's Andrea, which is 1,093 yards of 100% cultivated handpainted silk. The color is called "Empress Wu Zhao. What am I doing with this you ask? I dont know but I couldnt help myself. You understand yeah?

Since I am "Pugs and Knits" I thought these stitch markers were highly appropriate and necessary. I bought these 4 cute suckers on Etsy. Check out this site. :) I also got 10 skeins of Claudia's Hand painted Worsted weight yarn. I think I might make a delicious sweater. I am thinking the hybrid yoke Sweater by Elizabeth Zimmerman. Here is Jared's example. What do you guys think, not of his (which I know is FABULOUS... ) What do you think of me doing that sweater out of this new yarn?? Stay tuned for pictures of my finished sweater.

2 more down

2008-06-27T19:13:00.000-07:00

I finished 2 more baby surprise jackets. I cant tell you how much fun this pattern is. It's weird at first, but once you get it you start seeing a jacket out of every yarn you see. I think next time I will use a looser cast off in the end, but otherwise I am perfectly happy with them. The pinkish one is made using Koigu and a size 3 needle. I tried it on smaller needles, but its softer on 3's.

The green/blue one is made from Claudia Handpaints. I only used 1 skein of that and then used Debbie Bliss Baby Cashmerino for the trim. I used size 5 needles. I love that yarn!!!

Jared taught me a new technique for making beautiful button holes. Thank you Jared. Ask me and I will pass this knowledge on to you!

I didnt "block" these. I guess one thing I learned from each designer at Purl Jam is that everyone has their own ideas about blocking. My idea on THIS project is that it is perfect the way it is. I hope you all enjoy as much as I do.

Purl Jam 2008

2008-06-24T12:55:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone in Blog land:) I am excited to write this blog because I had such a phenomenal week that I have to share it. This week was Purl Jam here in Blacksburg, and I have to say that I haven't been so inspired in such a long time. It felt so good to once again see the bigger picture in the knitting world. Sometimes I get so stuck in my own knitting rut that I forget why I am doing it. When the community comes together it's easier to see that I am part of something big. I am not alone. I knit for so many reasons. I knit because it calms me. I knit to produce. I knit to feel accomplished. I knit because when I do, everything feels right.

I picked up Jared Flood at the Roanoke Airport. (Brooklyn Tweed... and if you didnt know that... shame on you.) I was actually very nervous about meeting this guy since I am such a huge fan. Gina told me to make a sign.... so I did... It said "Jared Flood: knitter Extraordinaire" I felt like an idiot holding it up... so I didnt. I know what he looks like, but I DID show him. After moments of meeting him my nerves calmed. What a guy! Besides the fact that Gina told him I was some sort of crazy obsessed fan who might tie him up like in Misery..... he didnt seem scared by me. Speaking of obsessed fan... Let me just say... I seriously think he is an amazing person. From a knitting perspective he is a genius, but he is so humble about it. He is inspiring, amazing, and real. Just being around him I learned so much and became so inspired.

OK, so I hung out with knitters, friends, and designers this whole week. HEAVEN. I took classes from each of the designers, Cornelia Tuttle Hamilton, and Annie Moddesitt. LOVE THEM!!!! I am STILL star struck and inspired. They are incredible. I learned so much! It made me feel so normal listening to them talk. They are NORMAL people, with incredible talent and passion. SIGH....

I came away from this thing with more friends, and a renewed motivation to do more. I decided I want to design. I want to do amazing things. I ran out and got a designing notebook. I am PUMPED to start designing more. I got some delicious silky wool to design a baby aran sweater to STEEK... more to come.

Love you all! Happy Knitting:)

Trip to Utah

2008-06-16T17:14:00.001-07:00

I just got back from visiting my family in Utah. After waking up at 3:30 and travelling ALL day... I finally made it home. I love seeing them, and it had been way too long (1 year!) A lot of things happened, and so its time to make a list:

What I did in Utah:
1. painted my niece's nails.
2. Played "go fish" with my nephew.
3. Had my 28th b-day. The kids decorated my cake... awww
4. Got hugs and kisses from the little and big guys.
5. Went ATVing! AHHHHHHH how fun!!!
6. had a "dance party" on my parents boat with my nephews.
7. Kissed pugs!
8. Went to a yarn shop in Logan. It was huge. I got a skein...
9. almost got abducted by a crazy man in SLC... scared the crap outta me.
10. knit knit knit my 3rd baby surprise.. stay tuned for picts.

OK- good list.
I really enjoyed seeing my sibling's kids. I just got super freaked out about having one. I am NOT pregnant or anything, but I dont think its that far off... BUT that trip made me question whether or not I even want to do it. KIDS. I just love my peace, my space, my freedom. I love the relationship Adam and I have, and I am not sure I want that to change. Am I being ridiculous? Does anyone understand? Whats wrong with me?

I guess I just was raised to think that my job in life is to have lots of babies. Its by "purpose". I just feel scared because I love my life. I dont want to have being kids be my LIfe... MY everything. I want to keep my life, keep my identity, keep my freedom. sigh.... maybe I will just made a bad mom. :(

OK- enough reflection. I hope you enjoy the pictures, and stay tuned for knitting pictures. pictures arnt working...will happen later

ALso, I am freeking out about meeting some of my favorite designers at Purl jam!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh......

2008-06-04T08:19:00.001-07:00

Finally! I MADE it through my first year of teaching. I leave with mixed feelings that are new to me. I feel sadness because there is a special bond between me and my kids, and I feel that now the bond is breaking as they move on in life. I want so badly to be more to them in their lives. I want to be there... and watch them grow. It's hard knowing that now I will just be a "good teacher they had in 3rd grade". I guess I just got too attached, but I really cant help it. I love kids. Especially these ones.

I feel extreme happiness because I can REST. I can do things I have wanted to do all year, but didnt have the time or ENERGY to do them.

I feel anxious. I feel this because all I have been doing since August is work. Now... no work, and I dont know what to do with myself.

Overall, I realised a lot about myself this year as a teacher. I can honestly say that this is what I am meant to do. I guess you could say it is my calling. It feels natural to me and I am just so happy that I know now that I can do it.

I am hoping to still be here in the fall, so I can do my 2nd year here. Who knows still where we are going to be, which is so hard for Adam and I. We are just such planners... that its hard not to be able to plan for even the next few months. I have moved a lot in my life, so I know that when it is time I can do it. I just dont want to yet. I guess what will be will be and we have to do what is right for our future and our family's future.

LIST TIME!!! Here is my ambitious list for the summer:

1. Read a book.
2. Knit more baby stuff
3. Join the gym AGAIN
4. Loose some weight and try to build my self esteem. I dont want my self esteem to be dependent on my current weight. I want to love my body even during the ups and downs.
5. Sleep till AT LEAST 9 everyday.
6. Paint at least 1 painting
7. explore Virginia more.

OK thats enough.... What will really happen???

1. sit on couch
2. sleep more than 10 hours a night
3. play video games
4. eat pizza.

hahahahahahaha.

I hope you all will be hearing more from me via blogs, but call me- lets go out!
Mimi

Surprise

2008-05-18T16:10:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone! I know.. once again, I SUCK as a blogger, but I have some goodies for you today. I finished this FANTASTIC project. The "Baby Surprise" jacket. LOVE IT!!! I made it out of Noro Taiyo, which is 40% Cotton, 30% Silk, 15% Wool, 15% Nylon. This yarn is fantastic. I followed the Elizabeth Zimmerman pattern in her book The Opinionated Knitter.

I used a size 5 needle, which made it very tight. I dont like baggy looking knitting, but I think I would have been just as happy had I used a US 7. I bought these buttons today at Mosaic, and I am blown away at how PERFECT they are. (sigh) Can you tell how in love I am with this project?!

In other news, Adam graduated! Yes, I am now married to a doctor:) Doctor in science:)
He spoke at graduation, and is so clever and funny. Love that guy! His sister, and brother in law came for a surprise visit. It was really fun!!

I have 8 days left with my kiddos and it is going to really be bitter sweet. I love them all so much, I dont want to let them go. On the other hand, I am so tired... SO TIRED and I cant do it anymore:) I NEED summer:) I cant wait to do it all again. Hopefully Adam and I will know where we will be this fall. We shall see.

This summer I am looking forward to visiting my family! My b-day is coming up soon too.. 28. Maybe that is why I am making all this baby stuff. I guess I am 28...and my body is saying something. I guess 10 years with Adam and I together.. its time to add another person to our family. Dont get to excited guys- But it's not much longer.

A good blog entry

2008-03-22T16:04:00.000-07:00

Ok, so I am a failure at blogging apparently, but I admire the bloggers that have good blogs. I try, but fail. Sorry. For the few of you that still check my blog I am going to try and actually do a good blog entry tonight.

Knitting Catch Up
What am I knitting right now?
Malabrigo Sweater that I am in serious love with. This yarn knits smooth like butter. No splitting, pulling, sticking, pilling, or breaking. DELICIOUS! I am so glad I have 2,000 yards to wrap myself in.

Still knitting: Log cabin baby blanket. Love it, easy project that I can pick up anytime and know what to do without having my pattern nearby. love it.

Finished recenly:
Cable wristwarmers. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this yarn: Jade Sapphire cashmere. yum. These are really soft and really keep me warm!

I am in spring break now, and understand why teachers need summer vacations. I am POOPED. I love my kids and I love my job. Every morning I get to go to a peaceful place where I can sit in the sun, drink my coffee, and watch my class as they peacefully work. I had an aide tell someone that my class is like a "mortuary" in the AM. MORTUARY??? I prefer "peaceful sanctuary".... mortuary... I seriously resent that.

Spring is here, but it was actually snowing today so its not REALLY spring. I realized today why Daffodils are one of my favorite flowers. I want to refer to them as the "announcers of spring". They are the first hint of spring after the long winter. They announce to us all "hey! Im here, warmer weather is coming, and other flowers are coming too. Hang in there till they get here, I will stay and keep you company"
Am I crazy?

Love you all! I hope you enjoyed my first good entry in a while.

Happy b-day Adam!

2008-02-20T18:17:00.000-08:00

Whats a better gift? This is Koolhaas! NIce huh! I LOVE LOVE LOVE this pattern, and plan on doing another one. Its nice to do a pattern that is EXACTLY correct. This yarn on the other hand... feels like I ripped out a bunch of hair from a doll and twisted it in my fingers and knit it. BAD BAD BAD. Sorry everyone that likes this yarn, but I will NEVER touch it again. It was Berroco's Peruvia. Sorry guys. Hate it.

Now, I am starting a nice little project to keep my hands warm- nothing does it quite like CASHMERE. :)

LOOOSER!

2008-02-09T09:49:00.000-08:00

I know. I know. It has been way too long. If there is even anyone out there that still reads this, I apologize. I will try to catch you up on my life.
Winter SUCKS. and now I need a list....

Why Winter SUCKS- top 10

10. The flu. The cold. The cough.
9. Indoor Recess
8. The cold. Always having to wear shoes. I miss flip flops.
7. Lack or veggies and fruits for cheep.
6. dry skin.
7. my "winter coat" i grow on my legs. I see no reason to shave, and it helps my dry skin.
5. Being inside all the time.
4. My apparent inability to loose weight during this season.
3. paste white skin.
2. bare trees.
1. Knowing that it lasts for another 2 months.

What I CANT WAIT for:
1. FLIP FLOPS
2. BBQ's
3. Fruit
4. fresh cut grass
5. picnics
6. Bon fires

OK, thats enough of that. What is going on in my knitting life?? Well, I finished 2 hats for Adam this week. They are boring, but wonderful. i doubled a heather cascade 220 for 1, and doubled a Misson Falls Merino for another. Quick and Easy.
I am still working on my mom's b-day present, which is a surprise so i cant talk about it. I am about 60 percent finished with my moderne baby blanket. I LOVE that one!

I am wanting the knitpicks needles, and cant wait to try Malabrigo. I miss working at the yarn store more. :( Love you all!
Mimi

Christmas 2007

2007-12-27T13:53:00.001-08:00

Ho Ho Ho everyone! Well I hope you all had a wonderful holiday! Adam and I went on a mini vacation to a cute little bed and breakfast in South Carolina called Barking Fox Farms. It is a dog friendly place that was a wonderful place of rest! We ate ham, slept in, watched LOTS of movies, KNIT, bathed, walked, saw horses.. ect. Santa came, and Lucy and Mango were thrilled! They were completely overwhelmed and didnt know what do do with themselves! They LOVED the special raw-hide Santa brought. They really felt like they were in heaven!!! I finished my first pair of Noro socks (dah dah!) I LOVE THEM!!! I am wearing them now, and love em. I joined Ravelry finally. It is still undecided if i will go there and enjoy it. We shall see. I am home now, and my house is a stinking mess... all I wanna do is sit here and apparently... do nothing. I work at the shop tomorrow, so I am excited about that. I am thinking about all the future projects I wanna do.... hmm... Love you all!

Ho Ho Ho

2007-12-15T18:14:00.000-08:00

Thank you all who came over the other night ! It was so nice to have you all over!! I have been knitting like a maniac. I finished my tofutsies, a bee sweet scarf, and my candle flame shawl(thanks for blocking it Sandy!!). I cant put picts of them because they are secret gifts. I will later. I went to the yarn store to pick up some delicious Noro sock yarn, and got started right away! Then, I realized i needed a present for my sis:) (oops) SOOOOOO, inspired by Gina'a scarf... I made a 2 hour scarf. I went into my stash. Picked out 6 skeins... and cast on 8 on a size 19 needle and knit for almost exactly 2 hours. NICE!!! Now its done:) I took this picture, but its hard to see exactly how nice it is. Its black, white, red, and green. :) Can anyone pick out any of the yarns????

Oh, yes, This is also my new friend "Robbie". I got him at Xanadu in B-burg. I love that store and I love my new feathery merman. :) hehehehe

Love you guys!!!

Did I hear "Stitch and Bitch"?

2007-12-06T15:39:00.001-08:00

I think Miranda had a very good idea. Why dont we have a gathering? My house... Say- Tuesday? 7:00? I will make a big bowl of soup, and everyone can bring something to share? SOUND FUN??

I saw this pattern on Knitty, and I am VERY serious about it:) I think I am in love!! And the store just got some awesome lace weight Prism yarn. (uh ooh)

Let me know what you guys think!!!?

Great.

2007-12-02T07:41:00.000-08:00

I keep leaving my camera at work because I take so many pictures of my kiddos. I cant post those pictures because of privacy policies. Plus, its just weird. SO sorry, no picts for you today. I was in the E. R on friday night. I dont think I had EVER been sick like that. I was literally on the toilet and vomiting into the bath tub. I vomitted at least every 5 min for 4 hours. I ran out of stuff to poo or throw up, so bile just came out. I felt like I was going to die. Adam, being the wonderful hubby that he is, took me into the ER.

After 2 bags of freezing liquid, and a shot of something wonderful, they sent me home. For the past 72 hours I have sat on this couch. I thought... this might be a great opportunity to knit. BUT no energy to even knit. All i have energy for is laying and sleeping. I have eaten soup, crackers, and ginger ale. woo hoo....

Today I am feeling guilty for thinking about taking off work tomorrow. WHY!? I dont know. I guess I am nuts. I need to go back to the doctor. I am having a hard time breathing in... I am bored of sitting here. BORED outta my mind. I would like to og into the yarn store, but no energy, and I dont wanna get people sick.

OK< enough waa waa complaining from me.
Gina tagged me on her MEME so here is my info.
8 things you dont know about me.

1. I think about death and dying probably 10 times a day.
2. I space out for long periods of time at least 10 times a day.
3. I would rather be a little over weight than an obnoxious health nut.
4. I secretly dream of being a famous singer.
5. I love kids, but am scared of having my own.
6. I have to eat everything evenly on my plate so that i have my last bite of everything at the same time.
7. I dont shave my legs in the winter.
8. Sometimes I think about shaving my head and wearing wigs, or just shaving my head.

Love you all. See you soon!!
Mimi

ooh hello

2007-10-22T16:56:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone! Here I am once again after a long day of work. I am sitting on the couch watching Jeopardy, and waiting for the Bachelor to come on. Anyone with me? I am proud to say that I have finished my cashmere scarf, but I left my camera at work, so maybe tomorrow. Amazingly, it came out pERFECT and i am so in love with it! I am going to pick up my knitting here in a min, and thought I would look at Knitty.com to see what is new there, and I found this... and I serously love the stinking thing. ahhh... well, maybe.

Work is going fine. It feels like I am always behind, but i love my kids, and really DO look forward to everyday:)

Ok, thats it. Let me know that you guys are alive:)

Things I say in one day...

2007-09-28T16:12:00.001-07:00

Come in quietly, Have a seat, SIT DOWN, is that yours? DO i need to know that right now? Now is not the time. Raise your hand please. Why are you out of your seat? What are you supposed to be doing right now? When are you SUPPOSED to sharpen your pencil? Your FINE. No, you cannot go tot the nurse, If I see that again, its mine..., Is THAT how to get me? Is that how you ask? Thank you., Good job, Keep trying, your off to a good start, thank you for working hard, No, you can not get ice. DOnt forget to put your name on your paper. Dont forget to put the seat down. Did you do that? Please throw that away, Please pick that up. Please HAVE A SEAT. Where is your name? Please open your book to page 25. We are on page 25. Page 25. 25. 25. .... Where were you when i gave directions? 25. Only if its an emergency. Try getting a drink of water. Im sorry, you cannot go to the nurse. There is nothing the nurse can do. FIne, go get ice. WHOS PAPER IS THIS? hands by your side. Voices are off... off... Why am I still hearing voices? Looks like you can do that during recess. I am looking for a quiet helper... hmmm... whos sitting quietly? I am having a hard time choosing a quiet helper... Which group looks ready to go? Have a seat. Get out your... EYES on your OWN paper! How can you learn if you dont try? The rules are there to protect you. no, you dont need a bandaid... Try hard. Try your best. Take your time. Hurry up. Slow down. Hands to yourself. Is that using your manners? Thank you. Please? DOnt forget your homework. See you tomorrow. Get some rest@!

cashmere pleasures

2007-09-26T16:43:00.000-07:00

I wanted to share with you all how my cashmere scarf is coming along. This is that special yarn that my awesome hubby gave me the other night. I am doing a single ribbed scarf. Its the perfect project for me right now. Easy, rewarding, and oh so wonderful. I LOVE the pattern that it is making! I hope the second skein keeps it up! We shall see.

Hanging by a thread

2007-09-20T16:09:00.000-07:00

Oh hello everyone. I dont have anything interesting or exciting. I have no pictures, and I am not going to apologize. I am considering quitting this whole blog thing because I just CANT keep up on posting regular blogs. SO either you guys have to be happy with an occasional blog here and there... or I can give up. I just dont want to feel this sense of obligation to the blog anymore. Let me know. :)

So everything is fine with me. I am knitting about a row a week.... Sleeping too little, worrying too much, and way too tired. My kids are AWESOME though, but they consume me. completely. This job consumes me. I put so much in, and love it so much, but I feel like that is ALL i do. All I want to do. My job is becoming an obsession. I cant decide if thats bad...because I love it too... sigh....

fun list time!!!
Things that have happened in my class so far:
1. broken arm.
2.. projectile vomit
3. pee on the seat
4. pee on the floor
5. pee in the pants
6. hugs
7. girls starting social exclusion
8. smiles
9. sweaty butt cheeks
10. screams
11. tears
12. jazz hands

love you guys!!!

Cashmere is a Girls Best Friend

2007-09-12T15:11:00.000-07:00

So about a week ago I briefly mentioned to Adam how much I love the new Artyarns cashmere. When we went to Kobe the other day we went in real quick and I showed him a bunch of stuff including the yarn I have been having some serious fantasies about. Last night I took a bath, and climbed into bed. Whats this? Something crunchy at my feet. I reach down... and pull out a Mosaic bag with... whats that? 2 skeins of artyarns cashmere?? OHMYGOD! Yeah, needless to say, I have the worlds best husband. Sorry no picture.... I left my camera at work- wait and it will come... now the big question... WHAT SHOULD I MAKE!!??

Something else interesting happened today. I was driving home from work and i was hungry. I wanted Chinese... I called Adam and he gave me a number for a Chinese place which I THOUGHT was the one over here by food lion. I called, ordered for pick up. I didnt leave my name or number or anything. I stopped at the place by food lion, and of course, That wasnt the right place. SO i just ordered food there and came home. I didnt wanna go all the way to the other place!! SO I get home and enjoy my tasty dumplings... when my cell phone rings. I pick up... "Hello?" I say. "Hello.. you order Chinese food?" said a woman's voice on the line. (I panic...) "Hello...? Hello?!!" I say, pretending not to hear her. "Sorry, I cant hear you" and I hang up. I feel really bad. I only ordered potstickers and lo mein. Im sure they will eat it, or give to the next customer. I feel bad, and they have called again, using a different number. I just wont answer my phone. Gee..

Otherwise, I am pooped. Tired, exhausted, fatigued, spent, wiped out...
Love you all!

Fun Weekend

2007-09-03T16:37:00.000-07:00

Hello all my friends:) I just finished up a great 3 day weekend. After a long week of teaching, Adam and I went off to Charlottesville for a couple days. We stayed in the Omni Hotel in a really nice room! We went to visit Thomas Jefferson's plantation, which made us feel like old people... but we really liked it! We took the tour and saw the graveyard. We went to dinner at Ludwigs Snitzellhouse which was SPECTACULAR! Wow...
Then, we went walking around town. The town is really cute!! I ran into Whitney, which was awesome!

Then we came home, and today Alison, Ashley, and I went to Chateau Morrisete for lunch! It was beautiful and super yummy!!! Over all, i had a wonderful weekend. I hope this week is good. I sense fall and that makes me happy too!!

OOOOOK- so knitting party my house on Friday night (Is that OK Bel... or you want to do it?) Say 6:30.. Bring something to eat to share!

If you dont know how to get here, email me goddessmi2@hotmail.com and I will let you know.

I made it.

2007-08-22T15:18:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh I cant feel my legs. NO i CAN feel them, but they are in serious pain. I did it... I finished my 1st day at school... Let me run you through my emotional state real quick...
Last Night:
oh my gosh
Can I do this? cry cry cry
What if..... what if.... what else...
pizza sounds good....
xanax sounds good...
sleepy time...

This AM:
I am still tired.
I shouldnt have had that xanax...
I need coffee...
this coffee sucks.

Lets do this...

My kids are adorable. My classroom is unbearably hot. My kids seem like they will be good. I cant believe I did all that today. My throat hurts from talking... My feet hurt from walking.. I am not sitting on my couch... pooped.
thats that... lets see if i can do this stuff all year. I hope it gets easier.

I Won!

2007-08-11T13:02:00.000-07:00

I woke up today and checked out Gina's blog and was seriously soooo excited to see that I had won her contest! Now the huge question is WHAT do i make?!! I seriously need your help!!! My brain is fried and i have been searching online to get ideas. I found this picture, and its super pretty... GIMMIE IDEAS please!!!!!!!
Adam comes home in the AM so I might not blog for a couple days, but keep the ideas coming!!!!
Thanks Gina!

PS I like the back sweater..

Classroom Fun

2007-08-03T13:54:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! I am sure you are all convinced that i have dropped off the planet because I no longer work at Mosaic, but i am still here! I spent all week working in my classroom and I am physically exhausted. I am so glad I could get in there early because the more people come in, the more tempted i will be to gab instead of getting things done.

I have gotten a lot done in my room, and finally feel like... this is actually happening. I am actually going to be a teacher. I got my class list and cant wait to meet each one of them. I hope they are sweet:)

I knit today during a mathematics training seminar! Woo hoo! I impressed myself even. I can knit that candleflame shawl without looking at the pattern. amazing.

I dont have a picture, so to bad for you. :) I miss you all!!

24 hours

2007-07-21T22:19:00.000-07:00

It has been almost exactly 24 hours since I opened my copy of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows. 24 hours ago I grasped it with eager excitement, and now I set down probably one of the best books I have ever read. DONT WORRY. I AM NOT A SPOILER (you can continue reading if you havent finished yet) I dont think I have ever encountered a book series that actually made me feel part of the book. It was like that old movie The Never Ending Story... Like I was watching it actually happen. Maybe it was just the endless hours of reading... .but I feel like I just heard their voices, like I was in the room. AMAZING. AMAZING. BRAVO!
Now, I sleep. I am sure I will dream about magic:)

Im on FIRE!!!

2007-07-18T14:46:00.000-07:00

Feast your eyes on this!!!
For the pattern go here: Candleflame

Scrumptrulecence

2007-07-17T16:18:00.000-07:00

Lookie Here! I am so incredibly excited about my new yarn, I am freaking out:) Today my wonderful boss, Gina, gave me my b-day present of yarn:) I picked out this yummy Fleece Artist Sea Wool and paired it up with these others. Aren't they beautiful?!!!! The other yarns are 1. Louet Euroflax (270 yards) 2. Bamboo Soft (112 yards)3. Sublime kid mohair blend (122 yards).
The Sea Wool has an amazing 350 meters! Now... big question. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH THIS!!!??? Help Help Help- and DONT say CLAP!!! Any other suggestions are welcome!!!

By the way, my "bridesmaid" shawl is almost done... stay tuned for final picture.

On other news, I finally finished Harry Potter 6. WOW, these books are amazing. I cant remember the last time a book made me feel this way... amazing. Now, on Fri at Midnight there will be some crazy ladies wearing handknit house scarfs at the book release at midnight. Allison, Loren is comming too:) woo hoo:) Stay tuned for that picture too. Love you all.

Summer Bliss

2007-07-10T12:22:00.000-07:00

Well, I dont have much to write today, but I am sure your all just DYING to hear from me:) What am I up to? Well, I guess I am just trying to enjoy my summer and not stress. I know the more relaxation I get... the nicer my school year will be. I have been working at the yarn store a few days a week, and the rest of the time has been filled with shopping, lunch with friends, and A LOT of sitting on my couch... watching People's Court, playing the SIMS, knitting, and Reading Harry Potter. Ahhh...... nice.

What am I knitting? You ask. Well, I decided I needed something so easy and lazy like my summer. I saw this pattern in the book Wedding Knits I am making the Bridesmaid Shawl. I will get you guys a picture as soon as I feel like taking the picture:) I am making it out of the WONDERFUL Sublime mohair. NICE!!! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT. Its so stinking easy. You cast on like 84... K1P1 for 3 feet... make a slit for armhole... knit 1 foot... slit 2... knit 3 feet. Then pick up stitches for sleaves... wahla!

I have also been planing my upcoming classroom. I found a rocking chair and a bunch of books at the thrift store. LOVE THAT too!

Have fun guys- enjoy your summer too!

Now Serving.... Another Failure.

2007-07-01T17:56:00.000-07:00

Look's like my faithful butler, Henry, is serving up the main course... 376 grams of Debbie Bliss Cashmerino DK. This fab yarn was once a v-neck wrap sweater (sleeveless), and THEN it was a Stockinette vest... and now, after tonight's Frogging... it is served as the main course in my failure as a knitter.

The yarn looks much better now that it is neatly wound up in balls. It seems happier now. It was so unhappy as that crappy over sized vest that made me look so fat. It sits here in this bowl... looking at me.. begging me to make it beautiful.... begging me to make this time the last. It it tired of being knit and unravelled and knit and blocked and unravelled again. Its looking tired and worn before it's life has even begun.

I am frustrated by knitting right now. I think I need a break. I cant knit any project right now, and nothing is exciting me. I guess that happens. Maybe some sexy new pattern or yarn will turn me on again. For now, I play the SIMS, and Maybe catch up on Harry Potter.

Home Sweet Home

2007-06-29T15:00:00.001-07:00

This trip is over and not without its share of DRAMA!! Adam and I are POOPED!! We got into Charlotte at around midnight and found our baggage was NOT there. (SIGH) we waited in line for another hour and drove home to our pugs and our bed around 4:30 AM. It seems like we have been gone FOREVER.

BAD NEWS though.... I took a skein of each color extra on this trip for my Hanne Mermaid. I knit on the way out and somehow left that ziplock in the rental car. I only had 1 skein of the sand color and thought that I must have more at home... BUT NO. I am dead out. anyone out there with any to spare??!!! I seriously dont know what to do. AHHHHHH. SO i cant knit that, so i thought now I will buckle down and focus on DEMI, when i found that Lucy had gotten her paws on my pattern and shred it. WHY!!! AHHHHH!!!
I finally feel like I have some time to get some knitting done, and I cant do either of my projects! I DONT WANT TO START A NEW ONE (Imagine me kicking and screaming right now) AHHHHHHHHHHH!

Anyways, enjoy the picts.

Beach Babe

2007-06-22T08:51:00.000-07:00

We are having a great time in Ca and time is flying by really fast!! Yesterday was the summer solstice, and we were at a place on the beach called "natural bridge" at sunset. We were all wearing white shirts and jeans and got our pictures taken professionally at the beach. It was a BEAUTIFUL evening!!! We also had dinner at one of my favorite restaurants Cafe Sparrow. YUM!!

Today we are hanging out with Erin, adam's sister. I think we are going to go to Monterey to shop or go tot he aqarium. I will be sure to take pictures of this. Adam's 10 year reunion is this evening too- I hope we have a good time:)

I hope everyone else is having a good week!! Stay tunes for more adventures.

Going back to Cali

2007-06-17T18:31:00.000-07:00

Hello fellow Bloggers. Adam and I are about to take our bi-yearly trip to the west coast to visit our family. It's a trip we look forward to, and were excited to go:) Luckily we got our good friend John to house sit and stay with our babies! That makes things a lot easier for us:)

So now I am faced with the all too familiar dilemma... What will be this trip's knitting project?? Should I carry around my Hanne... with all her skeins and bulkiness? Should I pull out one of my other UFO's? SIGH.... Last trip I knitted about 6inches of the sock from KNITTY and i havent touched it since. I have no idea where I am in this cabled pattern... SIGH
Here are my choices to knit- I NEED YOUR HELP!!
1. Suck it up and take Hanne. I could get a lot done...
2. Start the other sock in my existing sock....
3. Start a new project completely...

what should I do!!!??? I dont have a new project in mind. SIGH SIGH SIGH

On other news. I had a GREAT b-day once again! Adam and I went to lunch at Cabo Fish Taco... yum.. Dinner at Kabuki, and cake and wii with friends afterwards! Thank you all for you wishes of a good b-day because they came true!!
PLUS- I got a new cell phone and wonderful shoes! (ohmygod, SHOES!)
I might not blog for a few days due to trip! Love you all!!!

They say its Flag day...

2007-06-12T07:16:00.001-07:00

So Thursday is flag day, which is reason to celebrate indeed because we love the flag. ALSO... its my birthday! Woo hoo! I don't know why it is, but I love my birthday :) I remember growing up my b-day was always such a special day. Here are some b-days I remember from my past...
1. 5th b-day (?) my mom got a clown to come juggle fire- pony rides
2. My Little Pony Cake. I loved that cake mom!!!
3. My brother in tight boyscout shorts playing "Miss MIss" to win some silly puddy!!
4. The pool party.. first co-ed party
5. Party at the mini golf place. I got TONS of NKOTB stuff!!! (New Kids on the Block)
6. Slumber parties...
7. Roller skate party (was that mine?)

I'm sure there are more memories, but I cant remember EVERYTHING! I basically think birthdays are so fun because you can do what you want and everyone is nice to you. Shouldn't everyday be that way?~~
Anyways, I'm having cake and ice cream at 7 at my house. If you are interested... (and not someone creepy...) you can come. Email me and i will tell you more. goddessmi2@hotmail.com is my email... for now, enjoy this picture!

Whats up?

2007-06-08T16:44:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! I thought I would blog tonight because I am a sick face and stuck on my couch. I feel like crap, and NYQuil will soon help me. I hope this is the worst of it. I hate being sick.

So, whats new with me? You ask. Well... not much. Yesterday after work I was enjoying my dinner at KOBE with Adam when someone ran in shouting "is that your dog in the road?" She proceeded to tell me that a Boston Terrier was running loose in the Mosaic parking lot. Well, it wasnt a Boston, it was a white short haired Chihuahua. I chased him around until a nice lady helped grab him. He was scared. I took him around the parking lot asking people if he was theirs since he didnt have a tag. THEN... the little lady that does my nails, Kim, runs out of her store yelling "THAT MY DOG THAT MY DOG!!!" Then she grabbed him and kissed him and stared running back to the store with him. I didnt feel right about it so I yelled. "Whats his name"... she laughed, and took him in the store. I almost left him. I turned around to walk away when i saw him chasing after me... ears back and terrified. To Kim, it was a silly joke. To me, i thought it was not funny to say the least. What would have happened if I left him.. geee...

Then I took the guy around to the surrounding apartments. We walked and talked to people on the street... knocked on doors. NO LUCK. I had him for 2.5 hours. I finally went and sat at SBucks. Finally his real owner found us. I hope little "ROcky" is happy tonight. (I liked the name i gave him better- KOBE"

Fun story-
On the knitting side of my life- Hanne is exactly half way through. I love it. I just wrapped up the knit sleeping mask I made for my friend. I made it from Debbie Bliss pure silk. It was FABULOUS!

Goodnight!

Road Trip!

2007-06-03T19:07:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm home now after a wonderful road trip with my Mosaic friends to TNNA in Ohio. I had such a WONDERFUL time and I have such high expectations for a WONDERFUL blog entry, but I am exhausted and dont even know what to write or how to start SOOO.... I will do what I do best... make a list of memorable things from the trip. No order.
1. People I met: Debbie Bliss, Cornelia Tuttle Hamilton, Louisa Harding, Maggie Jackson, Jane Ellison, Anne Modesitt, Amy Singer, Nicky Epstein,

Places I went: Hyatt, WONDERFUL restaurant, vogue fashion show, vogue coctail party, TNNA convention...

Memorable Moments:
Cornelia telling me that I was "so cute!" while eating breakfast with us..
Debbie bliss kissing my cheek,
Talking to Sion Elalouf with food on my face, Farting at the vogue party, Laughing SO hard at dinner, Singing the Beatles songs with Debbie like a couple of drunken sailors, Talking about EVERYTHING imaginable with the ladies... and I mean EVERYTHING. Debbie's hot flashes, Belinda's spazms, Gina's long sighs...ahhhhhh...., Loren passed out comatose on the bed with open pizza box and blaring TV... Debbies skin peeling, Bel's hand washing, and Gina's face while saying "oh my god! SHOES!" Lorens foot Blisters...

We saw amazing yarn, amazing people, and had the best time getting to know eachother better. Over all, 2 thumbs up to TNNA trip 2007. I cant wait for 2008!!

PS: the pictures in order are:
Us at dinner, Me with Louisa H., Us with Cornelia at breakfast, The two debbies, Me and the wonderful designers of the t-shirts they are wearing! MORE pictures to come.

TNNA or Bust!

2007-05-31T17:51:00.000-07:00

Here I am packing for this trip with the friends from Mosaic. I am excited:) Im sure I will have interesting stories for my blog when we get back. My goals.... Meet Debbie Bliss... Hanne F. (dream on mimi...) Hopefully all us ladies will fit in the hotel room.... hmm... Stay tuned. I will be back Sunday.

You asked for it....

2007-05-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

I just looked at Gina's blog and she wants to see whats in my purse. Her purse had just a couple things in it.... nice and tidy.... Debbie's purse also had normal stuff in it. You guys seriously want to see the dark abyss that is my purse? Here you go.
First things first... I have MANY purses. I picked the top 2 most used, and chose the messiest one. I didnt filter anything out. I literally dumped it out on the table and took the picture. Its not pretty. enjoy!

Purse 1:
1 random black glove. (not mine by the way?)
check book (that i never use)
3 pencils. 1 pen.
1 random nut... still left to be determined..
airplane ticket to Oakland.
1 mending plate package. (I dont know what it is, Adam gave to me because his friend was going to throw it out...)
1 skein Maggies Irish Linen, tangled in my ipod earphones and a hair clip.
1 pay check
subplans
rubberband, 8 #1 doouble pointed needles, and a broken one., stich holder, clover cutting thing..
lifesaver gummies, nailfile, RECEIPTS!

Drugs in the bag include:
1. gas-ex
2. Halls
3. Rolaids
4. Robitussm
5. Fexofenadine (Allergies, i think. I dont take them)
6. Nazonex (empty)
7. Xanax
8. Razamataz (not the technical name...)
9. Midol
10. Phenylephine (Also, i think allergy meds... dont take)
11. Loratadine (Again, not sure...)

Wrapped in Ridges

2007-05-24T19:01:00.000-07:00

Finally- Let me introduce you to the completed Lizard Ridge!! I started her on New Years Day, and finished the squares in like Feb. BUT it took me twice as long to sew it together as it did to actually knit it. WHEEEW! Tip to those that want to embark on this wonderful project... Knit it in strips. Don't cast off when you change colors...and then you will just have strips to sew. Anyways, you guys like??

On other news...
Does any one out there suffer from extremely vivid dreams every night? Its like lately i am actually scared to go to sleep because my dreams are so bad... I mean BAD. I was having bad teacher anxiety dreams, and i wished those away. My wish came true, but now they were replaced with horrid dreams about death. The kind of dreams that stick with you all day, like you spent the night up crying. They just feel so real.

Am I alone? Any tips on how to get rid of these?

Why I am really a PUG....

2007-05-22T17:40:00.000-07:00

I know you all know I love pugs, I have two pugs, I do pug rescue, and forced pugs on my parents...but do you really know that i AM a pug. I am... and here is why.

1. I love to eat. Love isnt the right word. I ADORE food. I, like a pug, if left to my own devices, would eat all day until I got sick.
2. I love to sleep and lay. L-A-Z-Y.
3. I am generally happy, and love it when people are nice to me. I might even wiggle...
4. I am friendly. especially when given food... sleep... and a nice lap to lay on.
5. Sometimes I go crazy and run around my house with only my underwear. In Mango's case, she would also have my underwear....
6. I shed. Seriously, I shed.
7. I am known to make strange noises in my sleep.

Is this so bad? I was at my Weight watcher meeting tonight when my leader reminded me that I just need to find some kind of activity that I LIKE to do. This is what prompted this blog. The problem with me is that the only activities I enjoy doing are done sitting, or laying. I am doomed with this pug curse...but i am happy.
PS: Thanks Theresa for the lovely pict!

Whew!

2007-05-14T17:59:00.000-07:00

This month has been such a huge one for me. I am finally sitting on my couch, in my PJ's, knitting my Hanne Faukenburg, and preparing to watch the Bachelor. This month has been full, and I feel like I am finally at a break, and I can breath.
I have been so happy knowing that come fall, I will be a third grade teacher at a school I love, surrounded by teachers I love and admire.
Now I will be working at the knitting store more, which is wonderful cause I LOATH subbing. LOATH. I like that word. Do you guys find yourself saying a word and loving or hating it right away. I feel a list coming on. ....cant resist...... (Adam is now explaining the reasoning behind garter stitch to me.. i love him)

Words I HATE: (Excluding vulgar words)
1. Slit
2. Swipe
3. Sticky
4. Smear
5. Plaque

Words I like:
1. Hoist
2. Package
3. Turpitude
4. Scandal
5. Titty Caca

haha.. I amuse myself. Keep in mind this list is only because the word SOUNDS...say them to yourself... you might like them too...

As for this picture.... If you ever asked yourself what would happen if a pug mated with an owl... look no further.

Goodnight.

2007-05-08T13:53:00.000-07:00

I have been so busy with everything this week I feel guilty for not blogging to let you all know whats going on in my life. I graduated! I dont think that has actually sunk in yet. I will probably still think about registering or something...getting books... My parents flew in from CA and my grandparents from KY. It was so nice having them all here!! I wish they all lived here! ok, not in my house....but nearby! :)
TOday I have an old friend, Michelle coming to visit from CT. She and I used to be close and so I am really exited to see her and catch up with her.
I am knitting away all the hokie squares. I had my mom and gma doing them too. NICE! I also have been chipping away at the massive Mermaid sweater. Its looking really good. I will get a picture soon. Surprisingly, its a really well written pattern. Thats always nice.
Anyways, I gotta go- will post picts later...

Shock

2007-05-01T19:28:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello! I know you must be thinking.. "2 blogs in one day?!!" Yes my friends, today is a 2 blog kinda day. Besides all the new found fame my hands found in the NY Times, I also had a lot more happen today.

As of today, I am a third grade teacher. :) WOO HOOOO not only that, but I finished my last class ever, and i am DONE DONE DONE with school!! Now, all i have to do is go to graduation ceremony. I feel so many crazy emotions all at once, the shock is here, and all the stress hormones that have filled me up this past week still need to get out of my system. I still feel really anxious, but now I feel excited... thrilled... nervous... scared...impatient... and tired.

What a day! I love you all- and thank you for putting up with me:)

New York Times

2007-05-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

I only have a second to blog today cause I have my LAST class EVER to go to tonight! I got a call from Gina, and its true... Mosaic is in the NY Times! Here are the pictures taken, Those hands... MINE!!! (and my square)Sharon said maybe this is my chance... I will be discovered as the hand model I should have always been... hehe
No news on job today yet. I am being hopeful, and trying not to panic. Go get your copy of the times today!!

Lady in Waiting

2007-04-28T10:51:00.000-07:00

Well it just seems like right now i am waiting. Waiting for graduation. Waiting to hear about this job. Waiting to see my parents. Waiting to see what my life will be like. Waiting for summer. Waiting to have to say goodbye to this pug I adore. Waiting to go out in public and not see people cry or talk about horrible stories about the shootings. Stories that haunt my dreams lately. I guess I am like a little kid that needs to be sheltered from stories like this. I feel bad but I dont want to talk about what happened at VT anymore. Tired.

I am however making squares. I feel a peace knowing that I am contributing to this cause. They are also calming me down. I had a bon fire the other night and a bunch of us gals sat around the fire knitting hokie squares. That was nice. This morning the photographer from the NY Times came and took pictures of us knitting. Weird. Companies sent boxes of hokie colored yarn in to donate to the cause. Amazing.

Here is a picture of Lucy and Spike together. I dont know how I am going to let this guy go. I just have to have faith that his life will be so good with his new family. When he is gone Mango might start loving me again. Even though she is right here- I miss her. I have to do whats right even though my heart will break.

I will let you guys all know about this job as soon as I hear. Love you all.

Feeling Girllie and Squirrley

2007-04-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

So here is a picture of the outfit I will be wearing to my interview today. I love this look, and i think it looks good. Any comments? I was going to wear a suit.. but its in the upper 70's today, so i am wearing my suit skirt with this shirt and shiny belt.
I am going to lunch and nails with my friend Kat and a haircut! Girlie day! What is it with me, I have become such a girl!!! Yesterday I went shopping with Belinda. Last week I had a girls day with Sharon in Roanoke. I have to admit all this girlie-ness makes me feel good about myself. I love spending time with my girlfriends and doing stuff like shop... eat... pedicures... Why didnt i do this more often? Anyone else wanna do a girls day- Im game, cause I am girly and proud! :)

Wish me luck! Interview is at 6. I am nervous.... i need to take some Imodium!!!
Love you all!
mimi

Ann Zieity

2007-04-24T18:59:00.000-07:00

Hello blog friends. I am writing tonight out of 1/2 open eye lids. I am tired. I have been so full of so may different feeling this past week that i am literally tired of feeling. My default emotion when i am stressed out is my old friend Ann Zieity. She is here visiting along with her hard-to-handle twin, Pan Ic Attack. They only visit when i really dont want them too... and they are here, and i am left haunted by horrible dreams, and my chest feels like I have 3 fat pugs sitting on me. Maybe I do have 3 fat pugs on me...

I dont want to whine your ears off about my crazy head- but i do want to thank all of you that are my friends. You may not know this, but its been a LONG time since I feel like I actually have true friends. When I was younger... I had LOTS of friends, but I am not sure if i really liked them.. or if they liked me for that matter. I moved in the middle of HS, and had a really hard time in the friend department. College came and went, and i guess i had no time for friends. But i had no idea what Blacksburg had in store for me. I am surrounded by all of you! I know that if i needed you to complain to... to whine to... or to go with me to lunch/coffee, you would be there. Thank you. I cant tell you how much that means to me.

I am having a bonfire/knitting thing Wednesday- email me if your interested. mwallace12@radford.edu

Goodnight,
Mimi

Another Blog

2007-04-19T17:38:00.000-07:00

OK, i guess its time for another blog from me. I am sure you are all waiting eagerly. First of all I just want everyone to know that we are ok. The events that happened on campus Monday seemed to shake up everyone and it all leaves me feeling very numb. I hate that this happened. I hate how sad I feel for all the friends and family of those effected. I hate how guilty I feel being thankful it wasn't Adam.. or me. I hate how I cant watch TV. I guess I am so full of these feelings that i don't feel like doing anything. All I want to do it sit on my couch and knit.. and play my wii.

I wish i could say something wonderful that would touch the hearts of everyone reading this. I wish I could type magic words that let everyone know how this event has changed me for the better.. and how I have such a new sense of meaning in my life because of it... and i feel so much closer to my town for it.... but I cant. All i can say is that i feel crappy... everyone around me feels crappy about it... and its just going to take time for everyone to feel normal again.

On other news- I lost .5 pounds this week, I found a home for foster pug "Spike", I graduate in 2 weeks, I finished ultra alpaca sweater (stay tuned for pic), I have 2 interviews this week, My parents might be coming for graduation, my grandparents too... :) AND the scab on my toe (from getting stepped on) has fallen off. WOW EXCITEMENT!

Love you all!
PS... the picture was taken by me at the memorial ceremony when the president spoke. I was on the football stadium at the time.

Giving In

2007-04-13T18:22:00.000-07:00

So I gave in to the peer pressure and got myself a Hanne Falkenburg kit. I told myself I wouldn't, but I have been staring at this poster hanging up in the store for weeks. When we had the trunk show it was the one that i loved... but we didnt have that color because Debbie got to it first. I thought I was safe. wrong... oh so wrong.
I love it, and I am so happy i have it. There is something about this kit that makes me feel so excited. I hold the plastic box it came in and gaze into the top... all the yarn looks so neat and perfect. The colors are so soothing and soft. I laid in bed the other night and read over the entire pattern. I think i was more captivated by this pattern than most books recently. I love the tag that was so thoughtfully paper cliped to the pattern.
Its like someone else has already done all the hard parts of the project, she figured it out... and I can relax and feel safe... this pattern wont hurt me because I am not the first to try. I can enjoy and see the masterpiece come alive.
I never knew knitting was like this before. I never understood, but now I feel part of this awesome universe of knitting. Its such a passion in me, to create, to constantly learn...

I feel a list coming on.....
OBJECTS that EXCITE ME! (get your heads out of the gutter- GINA and Sharon!)

1. a bag of yarn.. untouched and mine.
2. a box of unused crayons.
3. a martini glass, they are beautiful.
4. The blink on my answering machine.
5. a bed that is made.
6. Fresh cut flowers.
7. a can of cream of mushroom soup.
8. a new notebook... unused.
9. a new wallet.
10. a new knitting bag, waiting to be filled.

I am off to a cup of hot tea and a cup of icecream. Have a wonderful night!

3 pugs, Demi, and the Devil

2007-04-11T09:21:00.000-07:00

So I am fostering the sweetest little guy this week. I hope he finds a home soon, or I might lose it. I am just all pugged out, and stressing. Lucy has an ear infection so I had to take her to the doctor. She has them chronically, so you think they would just give me medicine... but no.. had to take her in. I couldnt leave Spike (new foster) because he scratches up the doors... and Mango just about threw a HISSY fit when not only did she not get to sleep in her bed last night and had to sleep on a air mattress with her mom and dad (and the foster she hates), but she was just about to be left alone while mama took lucy and him on a fun car ride.

I felt so bad, and I was worried to come home to a house left alone with a spiteful, jealous, diva beast pug... so she came with us. 3 pugs... in my car... at the vet... I cant even explain the chaos and stress this situation brought. Spike refuses to sit in the chair in the car and tried every 2 second to get on my lap. I dont think i have ever met a more stubborn dog. Lucy and mango are whining in the back, and I cant even hear the radio over all the snorts, heavy breathing, and whining. NOT TO MENTION the yelling I had to do every 2 seconds to keep him off my lap.
We got there, and the party began. heres how it went:

Bark Bark Bark "Can I help you" (Receptionist) "BARK BARK WHINE GROWL YELP "What!?" (me) BARK HUMP HUMP YELL GROWL... meanwhile wrapping my legs up in leash so i cant walk. "Uh... why dont you guys come in a room" (I limp in the room while one pug pulls me in, one pug pulls me back, and another (lucy) is wrapping me up some more. We get in the room... Spike goes on a hump fest, lucy hides in the corner and whines, and mango wants on my lap. Then I get the doctor who lectures me again about how obese my dogs are... YADA YADA YADA, i get home, drenched in rain, Wendy's in hand (which is cold and wet.. and they didnt give me my ranch!), and I am back in the computer room... away from any canine. I think If this scene were a movie... the part in the end when I yelled... my face would have morphed into a devil.

Heres a stinking picture of Demi, who is beautiful, but incredibly stressful. Gosh, I need a break. SERENITY NOW!!!

I actually feel better after taking those angry pictures. That mad one actually freaks me out!! I was laughing so hard at them that it cheered me up a bit.

Whats Mimis MOST HATED YARN?

2007-04-03T15:48:00.000-07:00

Hi Ladies and Gents, I hope you enjoyed my April Fools joke as much as I did. Sorry Belinda, I can just see your instant panic! I have been so busy with school this week that I have NOTHING interesting to say. SOOO I was inspired by Gina's blog today to make my own yarn list. I cant think right now of my favorites, so instead... its my most hated yarn... in no particular order.

Most Hated Yarn:

1. Red Heart.
2. Bernet's Homespun

3. FUN FUR

4. Lopi

5. Paris mohair

6. twins

7. HOKIE SPLASH!!!

8. Alp

9. Punta...

10. Pound O Love

love you guys

You WONT BELIEVE ME

2007-04-01T14:58:00.000-07:00

OK, so I have been SOOO upset because I havent been able to write this week because I have had nothing to write. You all are in for a treat, you are not going to believe this freeky story! So, we Adam and I have a massive amount of sticks in our yard and have been needing to burn them up, so he Mowed, and started digging a small hole in the back yard, cause I think thats what your supposed to do or something. SO-
He was digging, when he found it. (IF you are SQUEAMISH stop reading now) Your seriously not going to believe this, but he found.. what looks like bones. Now, for faithful blog readers, you may know that my neighbor in the back likes to throw around dead animal parts in the back yard... but these bones are seriously freeking me out. What do we do?? SO, I thought it would be a good idea to go knock on his door and ask if he (crazy weirdo guy) knew what these random bones were. (Bad Idea- I know)
NOW i am even more freaked out because he seriously said... " Uh, NO... But i could take a look at them if you want me to take them..." I panicked because I thought he was going to attack me or something, so I gave him the bones. (I know, I am DUMB)
THEN... Adam freeked out and said we should call the police, so I did... and I explained everything. They went to the guys house... and He said he had no idea what I was talking about.

I am seriously freeking out now cause I think i am living next to a killer who buries things in my yard.... Ladies- What do I do?

Sweaters and Pickles

2007-03-25T16:26:00.000-07:00

The saying goes something like.. "when it's right, it happens so easily" and that's what happened today with my storm sweater. Sometimes I spend so much time working on my gauge, and planning the sweater so meticulously, but when it gets down to it... nothing goes right. I have made sweaters and ripped them all out SEVERAL different times. I have started over and over again. This is just normal for me. Thats why it felt so weird with this sweater. I barely planned it, kind of looked at a pattern, and had NO IDEA WHAT I WAS DOING, but I knit and knit, and LOOK!!! I am so proud of myself that I actually wish the weather was cool so I could actually wear it!!!

One Sweater in the bag- Oh, and Loren, NO! My ends are not woven in yet! heheheh!!!

Today was so warm and lovely that We are BQing out on the deck. I was sitting there, smelling the glorious smell of burning charcoal, and I got an idea..... hmmm.. i said... "I wonder if we could grill a pickle?" I asked Adam, and he agreed to try this experiment. Of course you can grill a pickle, you can grill anything, but will the taste buds likey? I will let you know.

I was out on Friday night, and got my foot stepped on my a girl in heals... I was bare toe. I will spare you the picture I was going to take of it. OUCH!!!!

Goodnight, and sleep tight knowing all is well with me:)

Home Sweet Home

2007-03-23T09:26:00.000-07:00

OK, so now I am home. What a great time I had seeing my family! Its AMAZING how fast kinds grow!! I am home, and exhausted, and now its time to blog. I really tried to make posts while I was out there, but I couldnt do pictures... and really, what is a blog without pictures? So you all are going to get an eye full of pictures in this blog. Sorry if you have no interest in my trip or my family, your getting it all anyway. I will try to make this all short so you dont get bored.

On the knitting aspect of my trip, I actually got to do some knitting at night after the kids all went to sleep, but i was so tired by then... so I only got about 6 inches on my knee high sock from Knitty. Enjoy this picture, yes I did that..

My family and I went to this place called "Fairyland". Its a mini sized theme park for mini sized people. They loved it, and adults enjoyed watching them enjoy themselves. I of course couldnt escape knitting. These pictures are of Juan Valdez the alpaca, and Bobo the Sheep. Then there was this lovely display about how yarn goes from sheep to sweater. This was my favorite part, besides the kids OF COURSE.

I am also throwing in random pictures of me and my family here.... bong tree? hmmm.....?

We also went to the zoo, and that was fun, but I see how absolutely EXHAUSTING it is to go anywhere with 5 kids. I love them all so much, but it is also nice to come home to a quiet house. :)
Now that I am home I have a horrible throat ache, and i slept in till 11:30.... wow.
I have so much to do and dont know where to start. It is so nice out today... 80 degrees!!! SPRING IS HERE!!!!

Here is a picture of all my siblings together... now you see where I come from, you understand I am not alone in crazy town. :0

Showering with pugs

2007-03-16T10:11:00.000-07:00

Hello all- Dispite all my panic aboutthe airplane, that trip didnt kill me. I arrived yesterday afternoon in Oakland. My sister picked me up, and we went to lunch at a really yummy soul kitchen place with BQ! Oakland it totally ghetto. The view from the restaurant was an adult club with "private booths" wow...
So far I saw my sisters kids Walker and Garrett, both are so good and quiet! Walker laughs when I kiss him, and Garrett laughs when I tickle his belly!

I was very cxited to see my moms babies too. I wish I could put pictures on here... They are growing up to be so big a beautiful! This morning while taking a shower, little Jack decided he wanted to take a shower with me. He just walked right in!!!! I soaped him down and everything. Then i got Nick in too!! What a ful morning!!!!!

My sock looks GREAT!! I still cant belive I did that on the plane, on drugs..., wow.

stay tuned for my adventures this week.

I Have Issues

2007-03-12T12:20:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello! Like my Pedicure?? My sweater looks nice too....!
Well, since I am going to be out of town for a week, i figured I better do a pretty big blog entry so here it goes.

You know how sometimes you finish a project and your like... what next? And you spend all your time looking for something, and yet nothing seems appealing or interesting. And then there are the times where it seems like even if you locked yourself in a padded cell and did nothing but knit knit knit, you still wouldnt have enough time to get everything done that you want to do? Well, I thought I was doing pretty good. I am only working on 2 sweaters, and I have one "on deck". Pretty good yeah? (thats what I say..)

Then, Saturday it was like BAM- and i was flooded with all these ideas and desires for projects. Its like I have so much in my head- I cant even keep them straight. I find myself sitting here thinking about each one, and what yarn I "need", and what colors i "need", and how I can modify this one and change that one....... WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??!!

Here is a SHORT list of my new ideas.....
1. Demi (on deck) for pic see a few blogs ago....
2. Entrelac socks from the new Interweave Knits Magazine... (see pic)
3. Cable sweater (Also from this magazine) I am thinking cotton!
4. Dream Swatch.... good travelling project.
5. SOMETHING out of the new sock yarn...
6. knit toys... for my nefew... (that is crazy thinking)
7. Oh, a shawl... dont know which one.

On top of that list is the Xmas list already begining in my head...

Here is the psychologist in me... I am trying to distract myself with knitting so that I can ignore all the stuff that is stressing me out in a big way... AKA.... flying on an airplane... taking my oral examination..... getting a job.....

this is definitely what I am doing.

I think I am going crazy. I am seriously stressing out about getting on this plane. Sharon gave me some pills that I call "razzmatazz". I know we shouldnt share pills..... but.... its either share with her, or share with mango... and I feel WAY more guilty about steeling my dogs prescription anti-anxiety medication.... see, I told you I was crazy.

Anyways, I took the day off so I could "catch up" on my classwork. Here is what I have done...
1. Slept in till 10.
2. walked dogs
3. sorted bills
4. went to Barnes and Noble for magazine...
5. Coffee with Belinda.
6. Lunch at the Barnes and Noble Cafe.
7. Shopping at Target
8. blogged.

I guess its time to buckle down huh?
I might not enter another blog until I get back next week... so I better get like 20 comments....

Happy Knitting
Mimi

Random Thoughts

2007-03-09T06:39:00.000-08:00

Hello fans. Ok, fans isnt the right word... friends. I am subbing right now and the kids are busy so i thought i would write.

I was reading over the lengthy directions for my Demi sweater and I realize this project is really going to push my knitting skills. Maybe I am nuts... but can you purl through the back of the stitch? Am I going crazy??? I read it, and after my brain stopped bleeding... my heartbeat returned to normal and my eye balls went back into the sockets, I STILL want to make it. SO call me crazy.

I also have been thinking that i need to get a heckler like funbuttons... so if your looking to heckle, and want someone to heckle... here i am..
Maybe I should say something controversial... hmm.... I ..uhh.. ( Literally... 5 min have gone by)
sigh
sigh
sigh
maybe this is why i dont have a heckler.
I am now coming to a sad realization.
maybe this is why Gina has like 100 hits a day and i dont.
(filling up with self doubt)

I will spend my day thinking of something controversial for you all.... This is my mission.

Mimi

Good morning

2007-03-07T08:16:00.000-08:00

I thought you guys might enjoy this picture. This was this morning! I love my life sometimes!!! Pugs are so wonderful! Off to my exciting day of lunch with a friend at Cabo Fish Taco, work at Mosaic, and then home for Idol!
Who I think should go home...? I dont know names, but the guy with the big eyes that wore the hat last night... just had a baby... NEEDS the boot. ALSO, Sanjaui or whatever his name is should also leave. We will have to wait till tomorrow for that. Tonight we get to hear some really bad white girls....
Have a lovely day!!

Whats New

2007-03-06T06:48:00.000-08:00

OK, I can finally breath a little now that DEVIL of a test is over. I could rant and rave about how horrible it was, but I dont want to bring back the panic attack. INSTEAD, I will write about the good things in my life... knitting and family.

Well is a picture of the storm sweater, i love it, but i really do have to blend the colors, which is more of a pain, but fine. It knits up so fast and I just love the richness of it.

I also need to finish this Ultra Alpaca sweater....boring...

OH, and sew up this lizard ridge finally.... ahhh

I got the yarn to do my Demi sweater, and Gina dont hate me i got it elsewhere because I wanted purple tweed and we didnt have purple tweed.... so I found some irish purple tweed that I am in LOVE with, and I cant wait to start. I feel Guilty because i ALWAYS ALWAYS buy Mosaic because it is the BEST store in the world.... I seriously spend my pay checks there. all of them. So I dont EVER want to support shopping elsewhere... EVER, but this one time. :)

On other news, I am so excited to go visit my family in less than 2 weeks now!!! wooo hoooo!!! I am sad Adam cant go, and I am going to have to be on HEAVY medication to get on that plane.... BUt in the end I will see my whole family together again! I CANT WAIT!!!

Ok, thats enough blabbing.

I wish I was knitting

2007-03-05T14:31:00.000-08:00

Hello Bloggers out there. I am sorry I haven't been posting as much as I would like to. I haven't been doing much but stressing about this stupid test I am about to take. I seriously don't know why I am stressing about this one. I have been in college for 9 years now (1 yr break) and I have taken hundreds of tests, why am I stressing. I normally stress, but not like this. I think Adam is rubbing off on me because I have now developed an abnormal sense of perfection when it comes to school. Anyone who knows me well knows this is a recent thing..

It doesn't help that for once in my life I actually have a 4.0 GPA. Not like I have ever cared, but now I have one... its like an egg I am scared to drop. I am in my last semester ever now, and I am scared to drop this egg. If I dropped it years ago... I would be like no big deal, lets scramble it up and eat it... but now.. The egg has come so far. Its also like Froto getting to the place the ring needs to be dropped... and it gets harder and harder to do what he needs to do. OK enough lame-o analogies.

I started a sweater out of Farmhouse Yarns color STORM... and LOVE IT LOVE IT!!! I got almost 13 inches, but ripped it out to 2 inches so I could blend the skeins better. Oh well. To the knitters out there that are against ripping out... get over it now. Its a fact of life in knitting. Fact of Life.

Tomorrow will be better after this stinky test (that starts in less than 1 hour.. and I am posting a blog....sigh) eats away at me.
Goodnight and Happy knitting
Mimi

Broke and Obsessive

2007-02-25T15:55:00.000-08:00

What a day..
Ever since I saw that pattern for the Demi sweater, I have been obsessing. OBSESSING.
It didnt help much that i worked today and the store was quiet. I was alone with my obsessive thoughts. Loren was awesome and brought in the Rowan Vintage book so I could look at the pattern at last. It blew my mind. Can I really do this? Then I was pacing around, pulling tweed off the shelf. The winner today was Maggi's Tweed, which I LOVE. I think the green is awesome!

Then, just as i thought my problem was solved... another storm blew in. I glanced over and saw it sparkling on the shelf, like a shiny jewel. How did I not notice this before?? Farmhouse Yarns Andy's Merino. Color- STORM.. how appropriate. I found only four, and I got sad. WHY!? I want a sweater~~~ sigh. GINA.... help me....

So now I am home stressing out about how I m going to fund this problem I have. I really dont have this money to do this. I am subbing, but i wont see a dime for another week. BROKE and Obsessing... SO i decided to kill two birds with one stone. I need to clean out my stash, and so I am going to see if i can sell some on E-bay. Its going to be hard for me to part with an of this, but I am desperate. DESPERATE. Anyone want any Jo Sharp?

Project ITCH

2007-02-24T10:05:00.000-08:00

OK, so i finished my Collinette Jitterbug socks, and I LOVE them!!! SO soft and warm on my cold winter feet. I have finished my Lizard Ridge, except the whole sewing together part... (growl) and now I am in serious need of a new project. I DO need to finish the green pullover I am making out of Ultra Alpaca, so that will be on my list.

Adam and I were talking about knitting and everything, and he said he thinks I would be happier if I chose more challenging projects that "improved my skill level". I agree. I have been content making basic sweaters and socks, but I see these things that blow my mind, and maybe I am just to scared to try... like... maybe I am not good enough.. BUT I think I should try. I saw this sweater on Brooklyn Tweed... and my hear begain to pound... I am now going to obsess...

Also, We went to Famous A's to breakfast today, which we love... and even better that they are going no smoking... Anyways, this girl came in with this sweater that completely mesmerized me... I am not kidding. She probably thought i was a weirdo that was staring at her chest or something, but I was seriously trying to figure out how this sweater was made. Had i a camera, i would have snuck a picture... I came home and drew this BAD sketch. It was striped, but not too many colors... Its was awesome. ANY IDEAS??

Anyways, off to the yarn store to stare and touch some tweed...

Sick Face

2007-02-17T11:25:00.000-08:00

Sorry faithful bloggers, it has been to long since my last entry. (That sounded like a catholic confession) We had what they called an "ice storm", and our power went out for a few seconds, and messed up our Internet connection. I couldn't figure it out, so I waited till Adam fixed it. I hope you all are doing better than me today... as you might have guessed from the title of this blog I am SICK. I havent felt right for like a week, but today it is bad. I just carry around my box of tissues, and fill up bags with my mucus. YUM.

I watched little girl Purl this week, and it was fun. She really wants to be part of the pack when shes here, and Lucy and Mango were a little annoyed by her attempts. Its like when someone annoying tries really hard to be your friend, and you feel bad for them, but still want to get away from them at the same time..... like that, but with pugs. I am not saying Purl is annoying as a dog, but Lucy and Mango are tired and old... and don't like little puppies jumping and barking in their face. By the end of the second day, Mango decided she would give in and play with her. I really think they had a good time, and then they all slept well.

I took this picture of all 3 going on a walk. By the way, YES... I knit all the sweaters. Lucy is Modeling her Blizzard seed stitch pullover from my Fall 2005 collection. Mango sported her "Bee" sweater made from Ultra alpaca and Cascade 220 (2006), and Purl was wearing the latest in my collection... a cashmere fair Isle pullover. Man, I am sick arnt I?

Adam and I went today to Lowes and got the Wainscoting, so when there is progress I will post a picture. For now, I am going to snuggle up to my box of puffs lotion tissues (genius by the way) and my collinette jitterbug socks, and watch some bad TV.

Valentines Day Shout Out

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Happy Valentines Day all!! What is Valentines day really? Despite all that I have read, I think its really a made up holiday, made up by business owners to boast sales after the slow month of January. Also, I think it is for all the lame lame boyfriends and hubbys that use it as their obligatory day to do something nice for a change for their ladies. LUCKILY I have a wonderful hubby who is super nice all year round, and who lets me use this day as an excuse to go out to Kabuki.. my favorite restaurant in Southwest Va... ( I guess that doesn't say much huh...?) Thank you Adam for being so wonderful all year round! Seriously ladies, he asks me to dance in the living room to Sinatra.. "WITCHCRAFT...." hehehehe. I love him.

I hope everyone has a great day and also uses this meaningless "holiday" as an excuse to break your diets, and your budgets!

On other news, I am blocking the squares now, and finished 1 sock... had to rip 2 inches out cause it wasnt long enough.. boo hoo.. AND NO KNITTING CIRCLE THIS WEEK. Sorry ladies. I am horrible, but I was sick sick all weekend and my house is a mess. Grout is in... looks great... next step wainscoting. woo hoo.